I find myself
Standing, staring, waiting
At the ridge of a mountain
Where I am not afraid of death
Where I am not afraid of sorrow
A place to let my feelings
Tumble down onto the rocks below
Where the altitude
Can catch my breath
And whisk the world away
A place to laugh my real laugh
And forget about reality
Where I didn't have to live life
A time of peace
A time of stillness
A time of avenging my loss