Savage// Ivan Martinez X reader

Crush

"We're all happy you're down here."

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You had a very fun time hanging out with the guys. Kade and Tristan kept their distance. The Dobre twins stuck by you and made you feel more comfortable, and the martinez twins never left your side. They ate dinner with you.

They jumped on the roof trampolines with you, you all swam and were on the same team for different challanges. They really made you happy.

You couldn't keep your mind off of ivan though. With his striking blue eyes and beautiful personality, you relized that you liked him even more. Your crush on this lovely person was making it hard to be next to him or interact like you usually do without getting flustered.

He was making difficult to even keep you attention focused on the task at hand. While sitting at the table, you all eating dinner like a family, you couldn't stop thinking about snuggling up with ivan on the couch.

A smile breaking out on your face and everyone looked at you.

"Y/n, you're spacing out and smiling like an idiot. What's up?" Jake pulled your attention away from your wandering thoughts.

"Oh uh, nothing. It's nothing." You cleared your throat and ducked your head to hide the growing blush.

You pushed around your food. "You know guys, I'm really not that hungry. I'll get leftovers later." You pushed your seat out and stood up.

Carrying your plate to the kitchen, you tried to ignore all the small whispers. "Is she feeling okay?" Lucas whispered.

"Yeah, she's fine. This has been happening lately." Jake assured him. Lucas nodded and went back to eating his dinner.

You quickly left the kitchen and went upstairs. You've been finding yourself going onto the trampoline roof, it's been a safe place.

The weather has been warming so it wasn't as cold as it was way back when you and ivan snuck up there.

You went onto the center trampoline and began to jump. You did a few tricks before jumping up and laying flat. You landed on your back and just layed there.

The sun was setting and the sky was tiring a light pink. Pinks were mixing with oranges and yellows. The scene was beautiful.

You pulled out your phone and went onto snapchat. Taking a picture you thought of a caption.

Instead of making it cliche and stupid you left it blank. You stood up and began to jump again. It was only a while before jake came onto the roof and joined you.

"What's up with you? You've been, out lately." He sat down. You sat next to him.

"I don't really know, I've just been distracted I guess." You shrugged your sholders. "Y/n I know you, you don't need to lie to me. Please tell me what's going on." His expression turned stern.

"I don't know. I've just been thinking about ivan, I really like him jake. I have no idea what has gotten over me." You shrugged your sholders.

"You really do like him huh?" Jake asked. "Yeah I do, I have no idea if he likes me back though. We act like it all the time, but I don't know if it's just friends." You brought your knees to your chest.

"I don't know what to tell you." He rubbed your back. "I know stuff but I don't want to say anything." He sighed. "I think you should really talk to him though." He patted your back.

"Come down in a while, it's getting chilly and I don't want you to freeze to death." He chuckled softly. "Okay. I'll be down soon." You assured him. He nodded and crawled down the ladder.

You heard his bedroom door and open and close. You sighed and pulled out your phone. You took a picture and put it on your snapchat story before heading down.

You slowly crawled down the ladder trying to eliminate noise. The house was dark, not many lights were on. You walked through Jake's room and down the stairs.

You waked into the garage and nick was sitting in there. The computer screen was illuminating his face. "Hi nick." You spoke quietly. He jumped slightly. "Why is everyone still scaring the shit out of me?" He laughed a little.

"I'm sorry, jake was going to bed, I don't really know where the Dobre twins are, and ivan and emilio are sleeping." You pulled a chair up next to him.

"Yeah, I was wondering were you where. Tessa went to bed so I had no one to speak to." He kept editing the video. "Yeah, I was on the roof, thinking about... stuff I guess." You shrugged.

"What do you mean stuff?" He turned to look at you. "Well I mean I do miss home, alot. I need to go see Logan sometime soon, and I have a small issue with a team ten member." Your voice tweaked up at the end.

"An issue? So I need to talk to someone?" He began to get defensive. Nick is like an older brother to you. He loves to take care of you, and nothing explains how truly grateful his is for you.

"No no, it's okay nick. I have developed a bit of a crush on ivan, it's just been hard on me to even think straight." You shrugged.

"I wish I could do something. I don't speak Spanish so I can't communicate with the boys, and the boys don't confide in me with their emotional feelings. I don't really know what to say." He turned back to the computer.

"Neither do I, I mean I really like him. Hella lot actually and I have no idea if he feels the same. I'd hate to ruin our friendship." You frowned.

"Well I'm sorry I can't be any help. I'd say sleep on it, but that won't really help." He frowned slightly. "Well thanks for the small chat, I'll talk to you tomorrow." You patted his sholder.

"Allright." He said quietly.

And with that, a frown on your face and heavy in your eyes, you made your way to your bed.