Malec one-shots sometimes chapters

Bully

**Trigger Warning**

Alec's POV
I woke up with a start not knowing whether Magnus was awake or not. I sighed and turned on my side holding myself close then my phone rang making me groan. Quickly, I answered it and immediately was filled with yelling. "Stop calling me! Alexander, I told you it's over!" Magnus yelled. I sighed not knowing what to say. "You can't force me to stop calling, you know? I love you and always will," I cried.
"Alexander, stop being pathetic. You never loved me and you know it. If you really loved me, why betray me? Grow up, you're nothing"
"Magnus?"
"Get a life and stop acting all innocent, loser. And you actually believed I would love someone as basic as you"
"I-"
"No one cares for you! Never call me again or I swear I'll hurt you!"
Then the phone went dead. I dropped my phone before heading to the bathroom making sure to lock it and putting a silent rune on the room. Going through the drawers, I finally found what I was looking for and started to cut my arms not feeling the pain. The cuts kept getting deeper and when I was fine with the result, I went to my legs which I felt the pain but didn't scream since I wanted to die anyway. There was a loud knock on the bathroom door and I didn't bother opening it since I was trying to kill myself. "Alexander! I'm sorry, I didn't mean what I said!" Magnus yelled and I could tell he was trying to open the door but I still ignored my ex lover. Eventually, he forced the door to open and ran to me taking the knife away from me disposing it so I couldn't grab it back and use it. "Alec, why did you do this to yourself? I'm so sorry, I never meant what I said, I was just angry," Magnus cried out while using his magic trying to clean up the cuts as much as possible starting with the deepest and my legs since the cuts could possibly kill me if I decided to go deeper which I probably would if Magnus didn't get here in time. Jace, Izzy, Clary, and Simon eventually came in to witness the horrific scene in front of them and Jace looked the worst because he didn't feel it since I blocked our parabatai rune so I wouldn't get interrupted. At least I was surrounded by people who cared about me before I took my final breath.

Magnus's POV
"No! No!" I cried out blaming myself for my ex lovers death since I couldn't heal him that much because of how deep he went when he had self harmed. "This wasn't your fault, Magnus," Jace whispered while he was crying with the rest of the people Alec loved. I shook my head because I knew he was wrong. If only I wasn't so angry, Alec would still be alive and mine again. "I was angry he called so many times so I called him back and told him terrible things. It was my fault he decided to cut. If I wasn't so angry he would still be alive," I confessed knowing that Alec probably thought I was serious. "No! He would've self harmed if you hadn't even called him. This isn't the first time he has but he never dared to go this far," Izzy cried.
"Stop! This was my fault! Please don't try to deny it! I called him back to apologize but when he didn't answer, I got worried so I teleported here. I never meant what I said, I-"
"If you didn't come right away, he'd have killed himself anyway since he went for his legs right after doing his arms. It would've killed him because I'm certain he would go as deep as he did to his arms"
I knew what Izzy said was true but I didn't care so I teleported myself back to my apartment on the roof taking my own life to join my soulmate. I would do anything for love.