A little girl named Meg has her world flipped upside down after her mom marries a guy who changes her mom's attitube towards her. Meg's first love named Tae died in a car accident when they were 14 she only had her friend named Kookie to keep her he...
Meg's pov. I'm 14 y/o now. I didn't leave my room for weeks people were getting 'worried' about me. I then decided I couldn't go on anymore so I tried to kill my self. I failed!! I went back to UNI and was there for like 2 and a half weeks. I came back home and my attitude was different I was aggressive but not as much. I was a little happier. My mom was still worried that I was gonna try it again. My self harming started out with just stratching then when I was 15 I started cutting, why, the scratching wasn't enough I needed something sharper. I was in my room for like 3 weeks when I decided to get out of my room that was a big mistake. I went downstairs and walked passed my mom. "What's that?!?!" My mom grabbed my arm pointing at the bandages I had on it. The bandages were red. "Nothing I accidentally broke the glass on a picture frame in my room and lost balance and cut my arm that's it." I yanked my arm away. My mom slapped the back of my head. "Why are you hurting yourself?!?!" She yelled. "I'M NOT!!!" I screamed. My mom slapped me again. "STOP HITTING ME!!!" I kept screaming. "STOP BEING AN ATTENTION SEEKER!!" She screamed. "I'M NOT!!" My mom slapped me and hit my mouth making my bottom lip bleed. I ran up to my room and slammed the door. I sunk to the floor and sobbed. "AHHHHHHH!!!!!" I screamed.
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I just cried for hours I started throwing and breaking things. I went in my bathroom and stared at my mirror. "Why!!! Why me!!! Why the hell am I so fucked up!!! I just want to feel happy again!!! IS THAT TO MUCH TO ASK!!! IS IT TO MUCH TO ASK FOR AT LEAST ONE DAMN DAY OF ME NOT FEELING SO FUCKING NUMB!!! I WANT TO FEEL NORMAL AGAIN!!!!!" I started screaming at my reflection. Maybe I was just not meant to be here I should've just killed my self when I had the chance. "UGLY BITCH!!" I scream as I punched the mirror shattering it.
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I sat down sobbing on the bathroom floor.
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"Stupid......"
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"Your so fucking stupid Meg!!! Why??? WHY ARE YOU SO DAMN STUPID??? I FEEL USELESS AND NUMB BUT NOBODY CAN SEE IT!!! I'M JUST SOME STUPID DAMN GIRL WHO'S FUCKED UP AS ALL HELL!!!" I screamed again. I just say there and cried for an hour.
(In the next chapter Meg is going to a rec center. She never feels any better and goes off alone. What will happen? Read to find out.)
