Letters to Ashton

Day Thirty

21 October, 2013

Day 30 without you

Me and the boys went out today. It was my idea, actually.

We went to your favourite shops. We didn't buy anything, I just wanted to feel like I was with you, looking for clothes or something.

I probably sound so stupid. I just miss you so much, Ashton. I am doing everything I can to hold myself together, I really am, but it is so hard.

I wish you never left. Come back soon.