21 October, 2013
Day 30 without you
Me and the boys went out today. It was my idea, actually.
We went to your favourite shops. We didn't buy anything, I just wanted to feel like I was with you, looking for clothes or something.
I probably sound so stupid. I just miss you so much, Ashton. I am doing everything I can to hold myself together, I really am, but it is so hard.
I wish you never left. Come back soon.
