Letters to Ashton

Day Twenty Two

13 October, 2013
Day 22 without you

Michael is watching me write this. He has been watching me since I got back to your house last night.

I am so embarrassed. They are treating me like a child! I cannot even go to the bathroom by myself.

They think I am going to try something again. I don't think I will, but I am not so sure. I am not so sure about anything anymore.

Is this all a dream? This surely cannot be reality, can it?