Letters to Ashton

Day Six

28 September, 2013
Day 6 without you

I don't care anymore, Ashton. I want to be gone already just like you are. What's the point in living anymore?

I haven't eaten in a solid four days, I cannot stop crying, I have started cutting again for the first time since you told me to stop 9 months ago. I have let you down and that is enough for me to give up. Life just can't go on anymore.

I will see you soon, Ashton.