Letters to Ashton

Day Fifty Four

13 November, 2013

Day 54 without you

I just want to say I'm sorry....

I am so selfish, really. I am sure you are so happy up there. No pain, no feelings, nothing that could hurt you.

I'm sorry for only thinking about myself and how sad I am without you.

It's just lonely here now that you are gone.

But you're happy again and that was what you wanted. That's all I really care about now; that you're happy.