I've Never Dreamed

Part 61 [KAI'S POV]

I watch Jiao and Lay walk out of the building, then head to the table with the rest of the group.

"What did you talk to Jiao about?" Suho asks me.

"I was just saying my goodbyes alone, considering I won't be able to keep her away from Lay later." Suho nods in response, then walks with me to the door while the other boys head to the bar for a treat.

The double doors are already propped open, and all you can see is Lay walking through them alone with rage in his eyes. This should be good.

"Yixing what's wrong?" Suho steps up to him, placing a hand on his chest, stopping Lay's fast walk.

Lay looks past Suho to me, then back into Suho's eyes.

"Nothing's wrong. I just thought of something though, and I need to talk to Kai about it. Will you excuse us?" Lay slightly smiles, but Suho doesn't. Suho hyung looks at me, then to Lay confused.

"Sure, but explain later...and don't take too long. We're going to be leaving when the boys finish mixing their drinks." Both Lay and I nod, and watch as Suho walks out the building.

"Follow me." Lay speaks firmly and I hesitate, but still follow him into the same room I invited Jiao.

I close the door behind us, only to turn around to see Lay's fist jetting towards my jaw. 

As the powerful hit makes contact, I tumble to the ground in shock.

"What the hell?!" I grasp jaw in pain and look up to Lay with fire in my eyes.

"You just had to kiss her huh?! Out of all the girls you fuck with, you just had to kiss her!" He shouts. I notice that he restrains himself from hitting me again.

"Well..." I start to apologize, then stop. "No. I should be able to have who I want! I work hard. I usually stay kind and open to people just like you do, yet I still don't get the girl! I shouldn't have to apologize to you!" It's not fair for me to have to sit around and watch my brothers find women while I'm alone. Crystal has a new boyfriend, and she's the only girl I actually found an interest in. 

Now it's only Jiao, and I can't even have her! Or can I...

"How much have you drank tonight Kai? This is not you at all." Lay's face softens, but he's still holding up his guard.

I take his words in, but don't let them change my opinion on things. I have drank a lot tonight. With a mixture of shots and wine, it's a lot. But my only goal at the moment is to be with Jiao. One way or another.

"Jiao doesn't love you Lay." I change the subject, staring into his eyes from the ground.

*Lay takes a moment to recover from hearing the words that came out of someone else's mouth*

"And what gave you that idea?" He huffs, and it makes me laugh. He actually thinks he has the most power in this situation. I make my way to my heels, keeping at least three feet in distance between the two of us.

"She kissed me. If she loves you, then why would she kiss me?" I raise my eyebrows, trying to shake my head ache. He hit me really hard.

*Lay's already asked himself this question, but he has yet to come up with an answer. He just wants to be done with Jiao. The fact that she would kiss his closest friend, makes Lay sick. Yet for some reason, he wants her to still love him. It's as if everything would be fine as long as Jiao will always love him*

"It's not like she wanted to kiss you. If anything, you probably gave her herpes! She has no interest in you once so ever, so get over it."

"Damn." I stop for a moment to take in his insult. I've never heard Lay be so rude before, "Anyways, nothing was forced onto her if that's where you're going with it. She kissed me back, and then I snuck  my tongue down her soft-" I smirk, and stop myself from talking as I see Lay's veins pop out. He's really mad and it's great. I need him to be pissed with Jiao, so he'll never want her back. Or at least get so mad that he says something to hurt her, and she ends up losing feelings for him. It's not cruel, just basic tactics. If I can't have her, then he can't.

I see a smile form on Lay's face, and it confuses me. 

"You are the definition of pathetic, you know?"

"Eh." I tilt my head, just waiting to see what he has to say.

"The fact that Jiao told me about the kiss, means that she couldn't lie to me, and that she feels guilty. My own dance brother didn't even tell me." I start to speak, but Lay interrupts me, "Jiao was on the verge of tears because of you, and you don't feel bad at all."

I shift my gaze to the wall. I'm trying not to think of Jiao's emotions at the moment. It will all be better when Lay and her brake up. Then I won't have to stress over anything and Jiao won't be sad anymore.

*Kai flushes his thoughts of Jiao's emotions away and gets back to his argument*

"Nope." I clench my jaw at my own lie. 

We stare at each other for a minute, reading into the other's eyes. Lay then bows to me, and I get taken a back.

"I have somewhere I need to be...I'd put some ice on that if I were you. We go on tour in two days, and I'd hate to see you look so...well bad." Lay hurries out the door with a smirk on his face.

He's just going to leave...like that?

I didn't lose, did I?

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