my life •jeff atkins•

| four : lets get this party started |

I looked at myself in the mirror hoping I looked okay. I did my makeup for once. A full face actually. I never do that. Usually just mascara and lip gloss.

"I'm leaving now!" I yelled to my parents. I ran out the door before they could say anything or embarrass me. I grabbed my car keys and made my way to the party.

Part of me was pretty excited to see Jeff. No. I didn't like him. He was a good person though and he was fun to be around.

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The party was crowded and packed. I wasn't surprised. I walked inside after locking my car doors. I just wanted to get my mind off of this whole Hannah thing. I had a feeling people were going to find out the truth. That truth would get me into tons of trouble.

I walked inside the house and looked around. "Brookieeeee!" Jessica slurred. "You made it." She giggled. "Get your ass a drink. Get laid. Do whatever. Have fun!" She yelled over the music. "That's what I came here to do, Jess." I chuckled knowing she was drunk already. I walked towards the drink bar and began to pour myself a drink. "Let me mix that for you." A voice said and I instantly recognized it even though we had only talked twice.

"Jeff!" I smiled seeing him. "Hey, you look lovely tonight. I've never really seen you with makeup on!" He yelled. "Well, I don't really have time to put it on." I shrug. He nodded and mixed the drinks I wanted. "Good thing you don't have time for it. The natural look is beautiful on you." He winked. I blushed and pretended to look around so he wouldn't notice.

He handed me my cup and looked at me. I think he was checking me out considering he was looking me up and down. I looked at him and he looked away quickly. Please. Don't be like the other boys Jeff. Please.

"Jeff! Come dance with us!" A blonde haired Barbie looking girl said. "I'll be back." Jeff smiled gently. I watched him walk away and rolled my eyes. Wow. Was he really like other guys?

I decided to get drunk quicker and kept drinking the hardest liquor I could find. When I was completely drunk I stumbled around the house looking for Jeff since I got bored. When I found him with other girls I stomped my foot and walked back to where they were doing body shots. I wanted to make him jealous and I just wanted to be a little reckless for once.

There were girls getting their stomachs sucked or kissed by some of the guys/jocks and they were licking tequila off of their bodies. I decided to take the next turn and let me just tell you it was great to do something for myself other than doing what other people wanted.

I was letting Montgomery lick all over my stomach and kiss all over it and I let him. I don't care that he did it. He was hot and I wasn't thinking since I was drunk.

Next thing I knew Montgomery was pulled off of me.

"What the fuck Atkins?" Montgomery yelled.

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Did this chapter seem rushed? I'm sorry if it did.