(A/N: '(Y/N)' = your name! and you should listen to 'A great big world ft Christine Aguilera-Say something' whilst reading this)
*Calum's P.O.V*
Calum: 30th of March was the day my life fell apart. she died, i was going to propose to her in a couple of weeks but i had to let her walk on the road didn't i? if only i hadn't of argued with her she would still be here now, hot tears ran down my face.
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"For fuck sake, we're in town, dont start an arguement here" i snapped back. "What do you expect, you always check out other girls and act as if i dont exsist when they talk to you!" she yelled back.
"Fine! if you're that bothered about it then break up with me!" i yelled even louder and as soon as i said that tears streamed down her face as she turned around and went to cross the road. The next thing i saw were two headlights of a car coming toward her and they were coming fast.
"(Y/N)" i screamed, she stopped and turned to look at me and in that moment it hit her, the car hit her and drove off.
I ran toward her shaking her lifeless body "(Y/N) SAY SOMETHING, DONT GIVE UP ON ME, YOU'RE THE ONE I LOVE IM SO SORRY BUT PLEASE DONT SAY GOODBYE JUST YET" i screamed at her and she made no movement "please" i whispered and rested my head on her chest letting the tears drip on to her shirt.
She slightly moved her fingers and the ambulance arrived and carried her inside. She opened her eyes slightly as she whispered "I love you calum but please just forget about me" and they were her last words. I just sat in the middle of the road and cried, it should be me who got hit by the car not her.
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I tried to do what she told me, i tried to move on but i could never love anyone the way i loved her, that beautiful smile and all the times she would laugh at her own joke and i miss those laughing fits we'd have together and i also miss her lips pressed against mine and our little cuddles we'd have before we'd go to bed but most of all, i miss her. i dont think i can ever date a girl again.
I cant carry on any longer, now and then i re-watch all the videos i have on my phone just to see her and hear her voice. I cant do this, i need to be up there with her but i think she would want me to do that.
i picked up the picture of her i have on my bedside table, the one i took on our fist date. "Hey (Y/N)...again. I wish you could talk back to me, i'd kill to hear your beautiful voice again. i hope you know there's not a day that goes by where i dont miss you and by the way my band has become really big now and all the fans miss you and the other day i actually went outside for the first time in 3 months, it was nice but i was only out for like 5 minutes, oh yeah and they finally found the guy who hit you with the car, he's been jailed now, i would have killed him where he stood but i knew you wouldn't have wanted that...well....i better get some sleep now, i have had four months off but i have to go back on tour again tommorow, but i need as much sleep as i can. Okay night (Y/N) i'll see you in my dreams." i muttered to her hoping she could hear me from up there.
And with that i pulled the picture close to my chest and drifter off into my sleep which was the only place i could see her.
