A/N: I DONT KNOW WHY BUT I FEEL LIKE THE SONG 'I WISH YOU WERE HERE-AVRIL LAVIGNE' (YES AVRIL LAVIGNE AGAIN) GOES WITH THIS IMAGINE SO IF YOU WANT TO LISTEN TO IT THEN THE SONG IS IN THE SIDE BAR.
"Today at work we had this huge office party. All my co-workers got pretty wasted," you laugh." I've had five different guys try and get my number but I never gave any of them it. You're still the only guy for me. Tonight I decided to get the tent out and sleep under the stars. I'm still in my back garden but it's peaceful." Sighing you pull your sleeping bag tighter over you.
"Ashton and his girlfriend got married the other day. We don't talk anymore. I heard Luke and Calum became solo artists." Tears silently rolling down your cheeks thinking about them. "My boss says I'm well on my way to a promotion. I've worked so hard."
You hear a quiet horn beep in the distance. Your sobs getting louder.
"I love you. And I really wish you were here. It kills me that you can't say 'I love you' back. I really need to hear you say something other that 'Hey it's Michael dorks leave a message the beep'. I still pay your phone bill so I can hear you say that every night before I go to sleep. You must have over a hundred messages by now." You giggle slightly. "Each and every one of these messages can't explain how much I miss you. I really need to hear you say 'it's going to be okay' and for you to hold me in your arms."
"Remember that Christmas where we had no snow what so ever, and you know how much I smile when I see snow. You-you sprinkled fake snow everywhere outside our house." You laugh tears still streaming down your face. "I can't even look at snow properly anymore." You whisper.
"Can you see me?" You cry. "I miss you Michael."
You move the phone to you other ear, your candle is slowly dying out, you knew you hadn't much time left tonight. You had to hurry.
"I try not to cry, Mikey." You sob. "I know you never liked seeing me sad, but it still hurts."
"Maybe someday... I can visit you in heaven?" You smile. Your time was running out. "I just want you to kiss me goodnight like you used to. I miss your cuddles. I miss you so much. You will never understand how much I want you back. I love y-"
