Bully to Bully

Best Night Ever

We ran all the way through school and out of the reception. Still holding hands. Down the path and onto the car park. Most of the classes still hadn't been let out and I was glad, even though I want Harry back I still don't want anyone to see us together. I know that sounds horrible and I don't deserve Harry but it's easier said than done- dropping everything you have for one person. I don't even know if I like those people, you know....... boys. Errrgh it made me feel sick. I'm not homophobic but I've never imagined myself to be one. A boy who likes.....No! It's only been with Harry. And Marcel. Fine, and with Marcel. But I've always had girlfriends not b-b-b, erghh. Ok. It's fine. No-one has to know. Harry doesn't even know you like him. Love him. So you're fine! How does he not know? You're running- HOLDING HANDS! Right, yeah. I let go of Harry's hand and he looked at me with confusion and sadness. Arrr he's too cute! To cover it up I spotted my car and ran to the driver's side. He seemed to understand and jogged over to the passenger side. We both climbed in and as I slammed the door shut, I started to laugh as my breaths escaped my mouth unevenly. I looked over at Harry and he wasn't the same. He looked very confused and like he was having an argument with himself. I sighed. He must be hating himself for doing this with me after everything I've done to him.

"Harry," I breathed as I placed my hand gently on his knee. He flinched back into reality and tried to act like nothing happened. "I know that one half of you is telling you to not do this because of everything I've done to you. But please listen to your other half. Please just trust me tonight, for one night. That's all I'm asking. I don't care, well I do, but if you come in tomorrow and don't talk to me that's.....ok. But please, just tonight, just go along with it." I pleaded. He seemed to be in his internal fight again and I waited with hope that he'll do it. Please. Please. Please!

"Fine." He sighed and my eyes lit up. "Just tonight. B-But Louis?" He stuttered, slightly in fear and begging. I looked deeply into his eyes to show that I cared.

"Yeah?" I asked, waiting for the question that for some reason I was nervous about.

"D-Don't push it." I smiled. I don't know why I smiled because it shows how scared he is of me but he just looked so innocent, so child like, I just wanted to pick him up and hug him to death! Maybe not that far...

"I wouldn't dream of it!" I smiled more and then ruffled his curls up. He pulled his lips into a small pout as he shook them back into shape. Arrrrrr! He looked up to me and then smiled. We kept eye contact and the more we did, the more I wanted to laugh. I couldn't hold it in any more and I crumbled into laughter. Harry followed my suit and we both sat there chuckling. Ahhhh. I sighed through my chuckle as I pulled my hand through my loose hair. I glanced at Harry and I caught his eye. My smile widened and so did his and then we were both laughing again. I clutched on the steering wheel as tears started to blur my vision and my cheeks started to ache. Right keep it together! I just laughed harder at myself.

"Ahhhhh!" I sighed out loud but my laughing interrupted. I looked at Harry and tears were streaming down his face and into his mouth. He was laughing so much that nothing was coming out. No noise. No breaths. Nothing. The sight just made me laugh even harder.

"We're" Harry gasped. "We ARE a" He gasped. "A mess!!" He exclaimed through laughing.

"We're crying and then we can't stop laughing!" I shouted and through my head back in hysterics. It wasn't even that funny!

"What are we even laughing about?" Harry asked through a big grin as he wiped away his tears.

"I don't know!" I laughed. "That's what makes it funnier!" I shouted again. Calm down! Harry chuckled more and I blinked through my teary eyes. I wiped the backs of my hands roughly against them and gripped the steering wheel. I gripped it tightly and sighed deeply through my smile.