Ice Breaker.. Can I Get With You?

The Games That Play Us

Jesse's point of veiw

Payton and that douche Brodie have been dating for two months now. They seem happy... for now. If I have my way Payton will be back in my arms where she belongs. Everyday at school I have to see them. I know this seems like I am a total creep but I just want what is rightfully mine. 

Payton will be mine. 

Brodie, Alex, and Tyler are graduating in less than a month, so it's perfect. I'll have Payton all to myself again. Brodie may have kicked my ass twice now but I won't stop until I have my Payton in my arms where I can hold her and love her. When Payton threw all that food at me I was turned on. She's hot when she's mad! Ally is not my type but she's hot and puts out so I can deal for now. 

I need to talk to Payton when the asshole isn't around. Hmm seeing as I have three classes with her and douche canoe wil be no where in sight. Perfect. I run out the house and to my truck. In my head I know this isn't normal, going for the same girl who has clearly moved on... but my heart wants what my heart wants. And it wants Payton Mia Brookes. 

I get to school in record time and Ally is waiting by the front door a scowl on her face. I walk to her and follow her gaze. Oh joy the douche and Payton are in their blissful couple-ness. Payton looks good today, with her light blue skinny jeans and Detroit Red Wings bunny-hug. 

Brodie grabs her by the waist and kissses her. I feel a pang in my cheast and I grab Ally and kiss her roughly. This has been my defense to not feel the pain of losing Payton. I will grab the first girl and kiss her and hold her, like I used to Payton. 

The bell rang and I'm waking to class. I'm so excited to be in english, I sit beside Payton so I can now have the conversation I try so hard to have but Brodie always has to interupt. I wak in and Payton has brusies on her face. Then I remembered I probably look like hell after Brodie had his hits but I had some good hits as well. I really need to get back into the fight club, I'm losing my touch. 

"Hey Payton, hows it going?" She ignores me like I'm not even there. I sit there and wait for her to answer my question. She raises her hand and asks to use the bathroom. Here's my chance, I'll remind her that I love her and everything will be back to normal. When she leaves I wait a minute or two and ask to go get a drink. I follow Payton and she is standing by Brodies locker texting. 

I put my hands over her eyes, "Hey babe I've missed you, did you miss me?"  I feel her tense up and I quickly remove my hands from her eyes. 

"Jesse, what the fuck do you want?" 

"You, that what I want. Do you want me?" 

"No. I never want you again. Don't you understand that?" I can feel my patience wearing thin. When will she understand she belongs with me, and not that hockey playing punk!

"Payton, I miss you and I love you. I can prove it." I kissed her and it was the best kiss I have had in months! She put her hands on my cheast and tried to push me away. I broke the kiss and pushed her up against the lockers. I grabbed her and pushed her again. If I have to beat it into her then I will. 

"I don't want you Jesse! I have Brodie and that's all I need, he's everything you'll never be. Why can't you understand that I'm happy?!"

"Payton, you belong to me, your MINE!" She has tears running down her beautiful face but she just pushes me away. I pull her with me and thrust her against the wall again. I don't hear anyone coming until a fist connects with my jaw. I push Payton to the floor and look at who punched me. 

Oh this guy must have a suicidal wish.