A change for the good. (Jai Brooks fanfic)

5.

Chelsie's pov

Me: right ok, yes Harper is my daughter and yes I would have told you eventually, I just wasn't expecting to have such amazing friendship with you guys and I knew this would ruin it. Beau I know you don't quite understand why these guys are still willing to have that with me, and the truth is I don't understand either..I didn't want to tell you because I wanted that little inch of normal life I had before all this happened, am I that wrong for wanting that?

Beau: I suppose not..

James: so are you going to tell us how it happened?

Me: if you want..

Luke: go for it..

Me: ok, so there was this boy in my year called Sam, he had a girlfriend but he wasn't really happy, he'd try and flirt with me and stuff, I told him I wasn't interested because of his girlfriend, I didn't want to be known as the girl who broke up couples, we were in our leavers assembly and Sam stood up to make a speech.. It shocked me when he told everyone he was leaving Sara for me.. I got loads of hate for that, eventhough I persisted that I wouldn't get with him, I didn't want to, because I also had a boyfriend by this time Dave.. Me and Dave had been together a couple of months and Sam was still trying, it was coming to the end of summer and I decided to throw a party at mine, everyone came, but half way through the night I'd found out that dave had been cheating on me, I couldn't believe, so I kicked him and most people out, Sam came over to comfort me, me being an idiot I took it, we got extremely drunk, and it all led on from there. And yes before you ask we did use a condom but a very jealous Sam ex poked holes in all his condoms with a needle.. So that's how I ended up here..

Luke: I still don't understand why you moved here?

I started to cry at the memory of my old home and everyone..

Me: I got bullied to shit, I'm not surprised, I would bully me.. I'm such an idiot.. I blame nobody but myself, but I wouldn't change Harper for the world.. She saved my life..

Jai grabbed me from behind and pulled me in closer to stop me from crying..

Beau was flicking through his phone and I saw a tear drop from his eye..

James: beau why are you crying?

Beau: Chelsie did it really get that bad?

Me: what do you mean?

Beau: I'm reading through your ask.fm..

Me: oh..

Beau: did you really try and do it?

I nodded and began crying even harder than before.. The boys just all looked over confused..

Beau: Chelsie I'm so sorry for judging you so quickly, I had no idea.. Can you ever forgive me?

I nodded and ran upstairs..