A change for the good. (Jai Brooks fanfic)

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wow *.* 500 reads. thankyou so so much! I never expected this!

Okay, so I've been back in England for a couple months now, me and Sam are living in a flat, with Harper of course. Me and Sam decided to make a go of it, I wasn't sure how I felt about it.

I actually loved living back in England, now everyone knew Sam was the dad they had a very different view towards me.  It was also great having Sams family around, and my brother Cam.

Harper was becoming a handful now, it's nearly her first birthday so she's learning to walk and talk! Its starting to get really difficult to look after her!

I was at the table feeding Harper,

Me: here comes the aeroplane.. nom nom nom.

Sam: you're so cute sometimes...

Me: shutup!

Harper: mumum, dada ahh *blows raspberries* jai, want jai.

Me and Sam both looked at Harper in shock, what did she say?!

Me: what was that baby girl?

Harper: want Jai.

Jai,  I miss him so much. So much you wouldn't believe, I didn't love Sam, I only got with him for the sake of Harper. It was a mistake leaving Melbourne, leaving Jai and the boys. They've probably started their new life in LA. Probably forgotten about me, I mean they still think I'm dead soo.. I could feel myself getting upset, so made an excuse and left the room. I sat on the end of my bed, crying. I couldn't help but miss him, I love him.

Sam knocked on the door and came in...

Sam: you miss him don't you?...

I nodded.

Sam: do you still love him?..

I looked at him tears in my eyes and slowly nodded..

Sam: look I love you, but if it's what you really want go get him. Do what you need to do. I only ask one thing?.. I want regular contact with Harper.

I hugged him extra tight.

Me:thankyou so much for understanding.

He smiled,  and I immediately began to pack bags for me and Harper. I rang my mum to find out where he was,  my mum was mega excited she loved Jai and the boys like her own sons. I went straight to the airport, promised Sam I'd ring him when I get there, and boarded a plane to LA.

*hours later*

We'd just got off the plane, I went to find a taxi and gave the guy the address my mum had given me. It took a while to drive there,  but I didn't mind, it gave me a while to think about what I was going to say. Once we reached the house,  I stood in awe, it was beautiful, maybe I should just go, they're obviously doing well without me.

Harper: Jai, boo..

Now she was trying to say Beau's name too? This was my sign,  Harper wanted me to do it. I walked down the steep drive Harper and suitcase in hand, took a deep breath and knocked on the door..