A change for the good. (Jai Brooks fanfic)

24.

"Jai I can explain..." I said running towards him trying to hug him, he didn't hug back.

"How can you explain? Is it my fault, am I not good enough for you?"He cried wriggling from my grasp.

"No, Luke's been helping me.."I said.

"yea helping you get what I didn't give you." He cried harder this time "I thought I'd give you space and time, but obviously you didn't want that."

"No Jai, you have it all wrong. Luke has been helping me with a problem, I had to go to England, he didn't trust me to go alone, so be came with me, fgs Jai, I'd never cheat on you, especially not with your own brother!" I explained

"What the  problem? What so bad that he can know and I can't?" He asked

"Jai...."

"TELL ME" He shouted

I looked down, should I tell him? Or do i let him believe I cheated on him with his brother. He stood up and went to walk out the room.

"I've been doing drugs ok!" I shouted back, taking Jai by surprise, he stood in silence for a while, not knowing what to say.

"Why?" He simply asked.

"It made me feel good about myself, it made me feel better. It made everything go away.." I say letting a single tear drop on my cheek. "I love you more than life Jai, I never wanted to purposely hurt you, now it's too late to turn back." I cried as more tears followed. Jai came and sat beside me,he put his arms around me.

"You should never feel like you can't tell me anything, I'm you're boyfriend I'm meant to be supportive of you.." He said.

"Jai I'm..." He interrupted my sentence with a kiss. It always felt so good to kiss him, he made everything better, he was my new drug.

As the kiss was broken I felt like it was important to tell Jai about Luke new love interest "so, there's a new girl in Luke's life..." I said.

Jai raised his eyebrows "who?"

"My bestfriend from Nailsea, Serena, she's downstairs actually.." Jai immediately jumped off the bed and ran down the stairs, quickly followed by me...