A change for the good. (Jai Brooks fanfic)

11.

I was so angry at myself, I walked back out of Jai's dirve, I walked round Melbourne, with tears rolling down my face, to be honest if Jai hadn't been here the past couple of days I'd be gone.. And the other boys and now I'd lost him I didn't see the point in anything, Harper has Sam now, my mum has work, and her new boyfriend, Jai has his brothers, and me, where does that leave me? With no real reason to be here. I got out my phone and text Sam..

Me

   Sam, look after Harper, because if you don't I'll come after you, I want you to make sure that she still see's my mum, because they're quite close, just promise me you'll look after her well, because you're her dad, and she's going to need you, just remind her that Mummy will always love her and this isn't her fault.. x

Sam's pov

Chelsie left a few hours ago now, I had no idea where she went.. She just disappeared, I was sat on the sofa having a cuddle with Harper, it was nice to finally know that she was mine, I always kind of wished that she was, and now that I knew it made me happy. I checked my phone to see the time, I had a text..

Chelsie

     Sam, look after Harper, because if you don't I'll come after you, I want you to make sure that she still see's my mum, because they're quite close, just promise me you'll look after her well, because you're her dad, and she's going to need you, just remind her that Mummy will always love her and this isn't her fault.. x

Shit, last time I got a text like this I found Chelsie sat on the edge of a bridge.. I picked up Harper and ran over the road, to check if she was there, I knocked and Luke answered..

Luke: what do you want?

Me: is chelsie here?

Luke: no? We thought she was with you...

Me: I'm really worried about her, can I come in and talk to Jai?

Luke: erm sure?

Luke let me in and Jai was sat on the sofa with 3 other boys..

Jai: fgs come to rub it in have you?

Me: look, chelsie never kissed me, I kissed her, it wasn't her fault don't blame her..

I saw his fist clench up in a ball, and the other boys hold him back, plus he wouldn't hit me because of harper..

Me: look if you want to hit me you can do it later, the real reason I'm here is because of this..

I passed him my phone and he read the message his face dropped..

Beau: what's wrong?

Jai: she's going to try again..

The other boys sat up as if they knew what he was talking about..

Beau: right Sam, I know you don't like us and we don't like you but right now we need to know if you have any idea where she is..

Sam: ermm, I don't know, erm, she just rushed out earlier after reading something on her phone.. I thought she was coming here..

Jai: Fuck my text. This is all my fault.

Sam: no its mine, if I'd never had come here in the first place none of this would of happened.. I never meant to hurt her...ever.

Luke: it doesn't matter who's fault it is.. We need to find her now.

James: check if she has her gps on, on instagram..

Skip: good idea!!

Jai got his phone out and looked..

Sam: is there anything I can do to help?

Jai: right now you can take your daughter back over to Chelsie's and prepare her for the worst..

I looked down at the floor and nodded, tears welling up in my eyes I never wanted to hurt her, all I wanted was to see my daughter and tell chelsie how I actually felt about her and to apologise for everything.. A couple of months ago not long after she had Harper she got drunk and text me telling me it was the end, I couldn't bare the thought of her being hurt, I rushed to the place I knew she'd be and talked her out of it.. She doesn't remember it, she was literally paralytic, I don't know what would have happened if I hadn't had gone.. It pains me just to think about it. I thought I could make some big romantic gesture coming over here but when I got in the car and saw Jai I knew it was too late..