A change for the good. (Jai Brooks fanfic)

33.

"i've read your blog posts about the notorious Rhys, how much you loved him, how he means everything to you, and not to mention the notorious taker of your virginity." Jai shouted.

"you read my blog?..YOU READ MY FUCKING BLOG?!? HOW DARE YOU THATS PRIVATE. YOU HAD NO RIGHT!" I screamed at him.

"Well how else am I supposed to find stuff out? You never want to talk about your past or living here, whats so bad about it?.."

"WHATS SO FUCKING BAD ABOUT IT? WELL MAYBE THE FACT THAT I'M A TEENAGE MUM, I GOT BULLIED TO THE POINT OF KILLING MYSELF, AND IT TURNED MY MUM INTO AN ALCOHOLIC." I was getting so angry by this point, how could he be so rude and insensitive? I couldn't believe it. "You're so over protective and jealous to the point where you thought i'd cheat on you with your own brother. What does that say about us? You come to my home town and expect me not to have history! You're ok with staying in a flat with a guy I had a fucking kid with, but not ok when I see old friends? I don't understand.." My tone had calmed down now, I just needed to understand.

"It should be me. It should be you lost your virgnity to. It should be me you became a teenage mum too. It just should be me." Jai sighed.

"I didn't know you then, you were just a poster on my wall, I never in my wildest dreams thought i'd meet you, never mind have you fall in love with me, did you not hear Rhys' surprise when he found out who you were?...I love you Jai Dominic Brooks and nothing will change that."

"I love you too, but its all too much...I don't know if I can handle this." Jai whispered tears filling in his eyes.

"Are you breaking up with me?.." I cried.

"Yes, I think I am.." Jai stood up and pulled a packed bag from beside him. He came up to me and whispered in my ear 'I'm sorry' before kissing my cheek and leaving. 

As soon as he left I broke down, I cried so many tears I don't think I could cry anymore.

Jai's pov

I couldn't believe I'd just broken up with the girl of my dreams, but she comes with to much drama. I can't handle it. After all the Ariana drama this was way too much.

I walked through the town, letting a few slight tears drop from my eyes, I had no idea where I was going. I just needed to walk, I'd made it to the park, near tesco. I went in tesco and bought a drink and 20 Richmond KIngsize. I was meant to have give up, but I needed one. I went and sat on a bench in the park and lit one, before I was rudely interrupted.

"Hey your chelsie's boyfriend right?" I looked up and Rhys was walking towards me, with a few other people.

"ex boyfriend" I said.

"Oh i'm sorry to hear that, she's difficult isn't she?" Rhys sat down and his mates moved on to play footy.

"DIfficult isn't the word." I sighed.

"She really loves you, you know. I know it doesn't seem like it.  But the way she looks at you, I wish she looked at me like that, the whole time we were out all she did was talk about you. A few years ago every boy in Nailsea wishes that was him. We were always competeing with you, before she even met you. She's sacrificed a lot for you, she moved 100's of miles away from her daughter, and left her with a guy she hates." Rhys said.

"What are you getting at?" I questioned.

"You won't ever replace her, no-body as loyal, caring and no-body will love you as much as she does. Trust me I know her..."  Rhys said.

"I've made a terrible mistake....."