A change for the good. (Jai Brooks fanfic)

6.

Beau's pov

I was still reading through her ask.fm, everything made me want to burst out crying she's been through so much, and got so much hate for trying to make the best out of a bad situation, how was it her fault?

Jai: what's going on?

Me: just listen.. She got a question on ask.fm saying 'you're such a whore, why don't you go die?"

Jai: what?!

Me: jai just listen.. This is how she answered it..'Have you ever felt so alone in a place that you used to call home? In a place you've made your own. People stop and tell you everything is going to be ok, but down inside you're sinking, but the truth is I've spent many hours sat on the edge of a bridge thinking about all the peace laying at the bottom, I have to scars to cause me the pain I have caused other people, and to remind me of everything I have ever done wrong, and everything I deserve to die for, I've tried it, but fate kept me here, it kept me here for Harper, because she Is my saviour, she is my peace, my help, my everything, and I know that aslong as I have her I can get through anything, no matter what it is. She can save me. No matter how bad it gets, I just look my beautiful daughter in the eyes and believe that everything will be alright. So can you ever say that you have ever felt that alone, that no matter what anyone says to you nothing works? Probably not, because you have no idea what it feels like to actually want to die, until you've sat on the edge of that bridge, until you've taken that blade to your wrist or legs and done everything in your power to cover it up afterwards and hoping that no-one will notice. You have no idea at all.'

At this point me and all the boys were in tears.