Don't let me drown (Koli) (BoyxBoy)

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@geeepiii how bout now? ;)

-Oliver-
I looked over at the pictures Kellin took, they were absolutely amazing and the event was fun today. We were back home, Kellin was already a sleep while I was down stairs in the living room looking at the pictures. "Today seemed very stress free for once." Hannah said as she handed me a glass of water, she came along with Grace and Justin. They were all sitting down on the couch. "Thanks. And yeah it was," as said as I took a sip of water. "All thanks to your little boyfriend" Grace said giggling, "yeah Kellin put so much work into the event." Justin added.

"Wait what?" I asked them both.

"Oh yeah Kellin wanted to make sure everyone was perfect. He didn't want anything messed up cause of you. Kellin really does love you." Hannah said. I blushed a little of the thought of that, how did I ever get so lucky to meet a guy like him.

"I'm really lucky." I whisper to myself, I'm just amazed at the fact that Kellin just came into my life and made me happy and made me even feel good about myself for once in my life. Even I would think about living my life just alone cause of how I would work or do stuff in my life alone, but all that changed thanks to Kellin. And I don't wanna loose him, he is someone that I consider special to me and something that I don't wanna loose forever. I want him to be my forever.

-Kellin-

Well supposably I was sleeping, but I made it an excuse to call Alan and to see how he is doing. "Hello?" Alan answered. I smiled as I heard his voice.

"Hey Alan how's it going? How's the baby?" I asked.

"Hey kellin it's going good, the baby just started to kick!" Alan said with joy in his voice.

"That's good to hear, what are you 2 or 3 months pregnant?"

"2 months pregnant. How's Austin and Alex?"

"I don't really know to be honest. I haven't seen or called them." I said as I bit my lip of the worried fact I haven't contacted them once.

"Kellin please call them! I'm worried about Austin and Jack is worried about Alex!" Alan said as he cried. Great he's got pregnancy hormones now....

"Alan I'm sorry, I promise all call them later and to meet up with them tomorrow, ok?"

"O-ok..." he said. I chuckled. I miss him and everyone else.

"Alan?" I called his name.

"Yes?" He said.

"Do you think he is here?" I said as I looked down to my feet as worried kicked into me. "Kellin I have no idea, that's why you need to be in contact with Austin and Alex, I'm worried about all 3 of you especially you Kellin. He can pop up there by any second and you won't be able to see." Alan did make a point, he can come by any moment now and I won't be able to have Austin or Alan to save me....even Oliver.

"Kellin I think you should tell Oliver"

"What?! No I can't risk telling him!" As I whispered yelled making sure no one down stairs hears.

"Kellin maybe Oliver can help you, Oliver can maybe put him in jail or m-"

"Oh sure get him into jail to escape for what...to escape the 20th time! Oh and yeah maybe a restraining order against him, but to break the law by coming to get me and kidnapping me for the 10th time! There is nothing Oliver can do Alan! He knows his ways out and to know what to get what he wants! I can't risk telling Oliver I can be in even more danger or worse have Oliver been in danger!" I almost got chocked up at the end, but it was true I don't wanna get Oliver in danger.