Dreams Woven Beautifully ✔️

Chapter - 46 A success and a loss

Exams over & so decided to give y'all a treat ;) 

~ Dedication ~

 To MaluMal95 for being a constant boundary pusher to make me draft it in one day ;) 

Love you bae

xoxo

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[Alia's POV]

I have never smiled this much. Never felt this light. 

All my hollow thoughts went down the drain with a single meet from my friends. These people whom I tag along as my friends are real monsters. You have no idea how dangerous they can be when required except that they are cute monsters. I love them to my heart's core and am lucky to have them all to myself.

I smiled. I felt so good. 

It's true that a smile is precious and cost free so you should wear it more often. I smiled a bit more and a laugh broke from my heart.

Not because the medicines had an effect on me and I went crazy. Because I was talking and acting like my wise daddy who knew how to spoil a situation with his overrated quotes and thoughts! 

That made me laugh more and I clutched my stomach. Tear drops spilled across from my eyes as freely as possible. I was multitasking the act of crying and laughing. I calmed my nerves and lazily plopped my head into the pillow again.

Wiping away the tear stains, I turned to gaze out of the window pane. My heart did not completely heal. People close to me came and visit. 

But not all 

It was too stupid of me to think that the person I expected to arrive would ever come. For god's sake I screamed on the phone that it's over ! 

Who in their practical sense would turn back to see if the same person is okay or not ? 

I was not even his girl  in the complete sense, like we never got to cheer our love, celebrate with everyone and then all of this fell over us! 

He never proposed but I had got every single detail of our future planned with so much love.

I knew what all I wanted to do with our relation, the places we would visit, the people we might meet, the adventures we may take, the roads we would travel and the life we would create together. There was this and so much more to be discussed and dreamed off. 

But alas! 

Every story has an end, every chapter has an end, every dream has to end and this dream took a land even before it could soar up with pride.

With that dull feeling capturing my soul, pulling my string, I lay motionless again. It felt as if the darkness which engulfed me three to four days back, was ready to pounce on me, again. My mind went haywire and I deep breathed to erase all pain. 

I knew he deserved every bit of happiness in the world and that happiness was not related to me. I can never be his sunshine, his heart, his soul. 

I was never meant to be! 

I knew my strength was falling but I had to deal. Life has to move on and so do I. 

I hope we both get our fair share of bliss. 

It's good that he never came to check. 

I bet I'll lose my heart again then.

[Sid's POV]