Excuse Me

chapter 7

Niall P.O.V.

I wake up but my eyes don't open. Hoping for more peace and quiet, for as much more time that im hoping i'll be able to have the room seems darker than usual so i assume it still must be very early since i didnt hear my alarm clock go off. I finally, open my eyes and check the time

4:07 am...Shit. I might as well get up now since i wont be going back to sleep pretty soon. I make my way to my bathroom. Once, i got in i see my reflection against the mirror, my blonde hair showing off my brown hair blends equally with my pale skin and piercing blue eyes. I turn on the water to brush my teeth and wash my face. 

When im done i look at myself one more time and i look even more tired than before. I hate the mornings, especially when i wake up early, this early, for no reason... I leave the bathroom and turn off the lights and close the door on my out. I check my phone and see 1 text message i didnt answer to, it was just Louis telling me goodnight, i lock my phone while checking the time

4:15 am... i yawn signaling sleep will take me away again. I lay down on my bed once more and close my eyes till the darkness takes me over, i dont know the reason why i just woke up out of nowhere, i guess its because i went to sleep earlier than usual? I know that wasnt the real reason why but i guess ill never know...Finally, more time to rest.

Riley P.O.V.

I bolt right up, scared shit-less! I check the time.

4:20 am...ugh!

I sigh flopping back down again. This is isn't the first time it has happen to me, these 'nightmares' i have. Though i never remember them, or dont i really know that they are, in fact, nightmares.

I just wake up in the middle of night, covered in sweat, panting, and scared for no reason at all. They all started when the 'accident' happen... I dont even know what to call it anymore...it seems to different to be called an 'accident' or 'loss' more like something inside of my snapped i didnt know about and triggered all of these emotions i had i never thought i could conceive or even generate.

I made my way to my bathroom and looked at my reflection on the mirror, i took the time to take in my features... i never really saw myself like the other girls in my school...but i guess im okay. Im not like those girls who dont accept themselves of who they are, trust me, i accept myself for how im made, but, i do have some insecurities about myself. Anyway, i took the time to look at myself on the mirror.

My hair is obviously tangled by my sudden movements during the night. I have faint dark circles under my eyes, my eyes are a haunting aqua-greenish type of color, it changes all the time so i cant really confirm. My, hair is brown, light brown...but still brown...my skin is tanned a trait that got from my father. My aunts and other relatives on my mom's side say i look more like him than i do than my mom. 

I stare at myself on the mirror until i brush my teeth and wash my face. Hoping to gain some of my sleepiness back. I make my way out of the bathroom turning off the lights as i make my put while shutting the door, i make my way to my bed and check the time on my phone thats right next to me.

4:30 am...might as well make time worth it and see if sleep can take me away. I check my phone and see 1 text message..unknown number...

unknown: miss me, babe x

i cringed when i saw the message, probably a wrong number text or something. i sighed and covered myself with blankets and snuggled in as much as i could. Finally, sleep covered me and i dozed off, hoping, once again, tomorrow would be better.

well, this was unexpected... i know this is really short but i am working on the 8 and 9th chapter, i just thought i should get this one out of the way... Now i have to get ready for school cause its 6:30 and i dont leave till later so  i might update pretty soon..depends on tonight 

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