Zervis one-shots (Book One)

Its ours

Leaves die, grass withers aways and here I stand watching it all. A curse I never wanted to, to see the end of the tunnel so far away from me, I wonder if this was the right thing todo. At the time it was the only thing I wanted, to see that smile once more, I lost all thought about myself and focused on the small child that was once called brother. Now he's gone, somewhere far away from me, living a life full of love and happiness, something I never will have at least that's what I thought.

I remember it, when I first saw her. She looked so shocked to see me. Another person to stay away from. She says she's sorry and didn't know I was there. I leave to not cause harm to her, but once again I end up killing this place called earth, but she doesn't something that shocks me this time. She knows of my curse, the first to not show fear the first one to comfort me in a long time.

Her smile, voice, her whole being was something I found different. She wasn't scared and even befriended me, asked for my help in saving a town she traveled too. It would be good to do something nice for a change, instead of killing, I'll be helping lives. I cherish the time she gave me, but I knew I couldn't stay for very long. I wondered if I would ever see her again, but what would happen then?

Years passed and I was still dreading this life, but I heard something, something I never thought I hear again. It was that girl again, she was running right to me, I warned her to stay away because of my curse, but she didn't care, and that's when I felt it. The warmth of another person touching me and thanking me. How is she not dead, how is she still berating I wonder. We sit in the meadows to catch up, she tells me about the town I helped her save, but that was over ten year ago, she hasn't aged. I bring my forehead to her own, at first she's caught off guard, but she soften and blushes from it. She has it too, this dreaded curse.

This girl, the one that could walk along side me, refuses to believe those rumors about me, the ones where I've killed people and destroyed villages. She says my eyes look to kind, how innocent she is. Now, another person shares this with me, now I won't be alone, but she runs away from me and the truth. I know at some point I'll see her again and she'll be exactly the same. I set out to find her after our last encounter, when I do finally find her, she's zoned out. Her green eyes are now clouded over and her clothing is nothing but a torn dress. She tells me she hasn't eaten for half a year and yet she still lives.

Seeing her like this tugs at my heart, I don't want to see her in this pain, I don't want her to feel what I've been feeling for hundreds of years, but I can't help it. Being torn between wanting to die and wanting to kill I can't help but break down in front of her, then once I again I feel that hug, this one feels like she's guarding me, guarding me from all those terrible thought I've been thinking for most of my life. She tells me we'll find out how to brake this curse together. Together, together forever? I tell her, I've never loved anyone this much before, I express how I feel with one single kiss. I love her, I love everything about her. Now I won't be alone anymore.

How wrong I was, I was very very wrong. A single act of affection towards the only person I've ever loved was taken from me, by my own hands. I carry her in my arms all the way back to her home, where I see a man shocked to see her again. I tell him I found her and I'm here to return her. I drop her cold limp body on the ground. Walking away with more tears running down my face, I say I'll never love again. I hear him asking where she's been and what did I do to her.

Ending up at the place she was born gave me the security to know I'll never hurt anyone and knowing she's hear on this island makes me feel close to her once more. Sometimes, when I lay down I hear her voice in my head, I smile and answer out loud to her question. Once I thought I saw that gold hair and pink dress sitting in a tree. I feel my heart pick up when I think its her and she's okay, but sadly my mind is playing tricks on me.

Then, one day I saw her. She was standing near the edge of lake, I couldn't take my eyes off her. To know she's before me, I'm not sure if I should go near her or continue to watch. She turns her head to look over her shoulder, her eyes are now brighter than every and that beautiful smile, it melts my heart. She doesn't speak a word, but holds her hand out to me. I make my way to her, I'll feel it again, that warmth, that love, the soft touch of her hand. Grabbing it, I now become whole, that piece she took with her when she died is now replace by the touch of her hand. We look to the lake then at each other.

The water is cold, but feels nice against my skin. Something about the water made me feel easy, maybe it was because water can wash away things you want to never see again. Its so pure and clean I wish sometimes to never leave it and stay clean forever. Something in the distant catches my attention, I see her with nothing on with some tears in her eyes. She steps into the water and looks up to me, the wind picks up causing some leaves to fall around us. This person, this one person means more to me than my own life, is standing in front of me, I embrace her fearing that once again she'll leave me, but if she leaves me once again I want to make sure I'm leaving as well.

This world is our playground, we'll never get sick or even age, were just go on together hand and hand till that one day where we find it, the way to end our lives together.  She's my forever and always and I'm her now and forever. Just two people who no longer has to suffer alone can find happiness in one another.

This is what love is, and I don't want to let it go ever.

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Well this was different and honestly I liked how it turned out. It was different and I hoped you liked this way better then simple description then talking. Oh and that saying at the start is the tiny sentence on the picture. Anyway, hoped you liked it :)