I want you.

A real date.

  I stand in front of the mirror. Looking at my dress. Is this good enough? For some reason Im nervous. This is my first date with Robert. Well not my first but the first date that we are not going as "Just friends." Its my first real date with him.

My hand shakes as I put my make up on. I rush out of the house. When I walk  down my front steps. I just keep my head down then I hear a sweet voice.

"Well doesn't someone look gorgeous."

I look up and see Robert standing there smiling. His bread was growing back in but he shaved it again. Cleaned shaved. His hair was sticking up. And he stood there in a tux. A black tux. And my mouth was watering. He looked amazing. I quickly ran up to him and gave him a big hug. He hugged me back tight.

"How you feeling?" He asked.

"Better." I answer still hugging him.

We stopped hugging then I looked in Roberts eyes. His beautiful eyes.

"Ready to go?"

"Yep...Wait were not walking are we?" I asked.

"Of course not. I mean we have to walk to my house then we can get my car."

I nod.

I take his hand and we walk to his house.

    There we sat this restaurant. Now let me tell you buy the looks of it It looked expensive. It looked like it was a 5 star restaurant. Well When I tried the food I could see why it was. There was an inside part then there was the outside tables. The outside had louder music and people were dancing. We sat outside because It was more entertaining. I laughed a lot. Robert always makes me laugh. After desert Robert randomly stood up. The music was suddenly becoming slower. He held out his hand.

"Would you like to dance. Ms. Peters?" He asked ever so sweetly.

Im not exactly sure why but him calling me Ms. Peters was a big turn on for me.

I blush and take his hand. I stand up. We make our way through the other tables. Finally reaching the dance floor where everyone else seems to be slow dancing. He took both his arms and wrapped them around my waist pulling me in close to him. Are faces so close. His eyes sparkling. We sway back in forth. We dance in a slow dance motion.

It was quiet at first. We just stared in each others eyes.

Robert closed his eyes leaning in. I closed my eyes preparing for what was about to happen. He barely reached my lips when I stopped him. I backed away from him.

"What? What is it?" He asked concerned.

I was having and emotional break down.  I turn away and walk away leaving Robert behind me. I make my way to the beach that sits behind the restaurant. I breath heavy. I don't know what to think.

I close my eyes and try to gather my thoughts. I look out to the ocean. It was windy tonight. The wind flowed through my hair making it dance every where. Then Robert comes along. "I get it if you didn't want to kiss me." I turn around facing him.

"Robert its not like that. Its just.."

"Its just what!?" Robert was now raising his voice.

"I just went through a break up and Im here on a date with you wearing this ridiculous dress and, and, and.." Im on the verge of tears but I hold them back.

"And what?!" Robert comes closer to me.

"And ,and, God dammit Robert. Im in love with you! Okay I am absolutely in love with you!"

A silence was casted.

He just looked at me.

"Why are you looking at me like that?!" I say with a bit of anger.

"I know Alex. Im in love with you too but it just took longer for you to realize." He says as the wind blows through his hair.

And everything hits me like a bus. Im so stupid. This whole time love was standing right in front of me and I didn't see it. I did see it but not clear enough. Now I have the chance to take hold of it and Run.

I stare at the ground.

"God your beautiful." He says once more and I look up and make eye contact.

It all happens fast. I quickly move close to him. Running my fingers through his hair I crash my lips into his. And I swear fire works went off behind us. His lips so soft and sweet. Moving our lips in sync. Kissing passionately. The connection was unbearable. My level of attraction and love for this man just went up. I slowly let go of the kiss opening my eyes. He opens his eyes and we both breath heavy.

Are eyes are locked together.

"You can't deny this." Robert says.

"Im not. I want you and only you." I smile and bit my lip.

Robert gently grabs my face and pulls in and kisses me again. There we stood. Kissing passionately well the wind blows through the air.