I want you.

Meeting Robert.

  After bringing all my boxes and bags in the house and into the guest room which is technically my room now I decided to go for a walk. Something I haven't done in a long time. I originally wanted to go for a jog but I just feel to lazy. Im not going to confront Robert until later. I need time to think things over. How im going to tell him about me being pregnant with his kid. I take the route as if I was jogging. Down the street and through the park. As I walk along the path in the park to my surprise I see Robert. He is 100 feet away from me.  My heart beats fast. So fast. He looks the same. His hair is a bit longer It curls at the ends but not a lot. He only has a little facial hair. He looks more fit and lean. He wears a grey V-neck shirt that is tight on him and blue jeans. God did he look sexy. I keep my distance. He sits on a bench with a woman. The woman. The woman my parents were talking about. She does look a little bit older then him. She has brown hair, short. Not super skinny but not fat either. To be honest she really did not look like his type at all. They just sit next to each other. I see Robert laugh. Im glad he's happy. I really am but there is something about that woman. I have seen her before. She looks so familiar. I think hard but nothing rings a bell. I almost see Robert turn his head towards me. I quickly turn around and walk away. Im not going to ruin his life. I can't. He looks so happy and I can't just walk back into his life after being gone for 3 months and be like "Guess what I am pregnant with your child." but he also deserves to know.

   I sit at the dining room table. Its late and the house is quiet. I hear the toilet flush. My mom comes out. "Honey are you going to go to bed?"

"Um..I don't know. Not really tired." I say.

She walks over to the table and sits  down. She cuffs my hands and holds them.

"You know Robert still comes on the beach every night. He sits there and watches the water."

I look at her well my eyes water.

"Really?"

"Yeah. Its like he was waiting for you. To come back." She explains.

"One day I brought out a blanket to him. I sat down with him and he cried Alex. He cried right infront of me. I honestly don't think that woman is anyone special. I think your special to him." The tears come after she is done talking.

My mom kisses my hand.

"Get some rest." She says.

  Its 1am and I sit on the beach like me a Robert use to do. I remember our mid-night swims. The memorys make me smile. I couldn't sleep. I guess I was over thinking. I thought maybe he would be here but it was to late in the night. A small breeze blew through my hair. I heard someones feet crunching in the sand. It was coming closer.

"Alex?" The voice sounds unsure. I immediately stand up and turn around to see Robert.

My heart skips a beat. He just looks at me with his eyes sparkling.

"Hi Robert."

He slowly approachs me. He walks faster towards me and I do the same. He wraps his arms around me and I hug him. His arms felt more muscular around me. His chest felt harder. I could feel his abbs as I hug him. His hug so warm. He releases the hug.

"Are you here visiting your parents?" He asked

"No Robert. I came back for you." 

His eyes locked on me.

"You hurt me..Do you realize that?" I could still see the pain in his eyes.

"Robert I know sorry isn't good enough but I really am sorry." I say.

"You left me." He says.

"Yeah I did and Im a mess without you."

My eyes water quickly and I begin to cry.

"I love you." I say hoping he would sat it back. Instead he embraces me and pulls me in. Are lips touch crashing. Sparks fly more then ever and I feel the moment. His lips move in sync with mine. I run my fingers through his hair. He has so much more hair. Its softer. I let go of the kiss slowly opening my eyes. My eyes are open and are staring into Roberts.

"Im taking you home with me." Robert says picking me up bridal style.

I laugh and he laughs with me. My god did I miss that laugh. I kiss him again well he holds me in his arms.

He lets me go and I grab unto his hand.

"So are you going to take me to your house?" I say seducedively biting my lip.

Robert smiles. I missed that smile too.

"Why of course I will." He says smirking.

He leads me to the way and we start to walk to his house.