THE BOTH OF THEM had fallen for each other in unfortunate stages in their life. It was only logical that their relationship turn out to be something not so ideal. Him, fighting with this own mind found many songs hidden in her. The way that she would push her hair back with an annoyed sigh when she would be working or the way that she would always grip him so loosely all held lyrics. They held melodies and from her, he could write a years worth of songs.
She was fighting grief. Having experienced loss, she was scared. She was scared of commitment and above all, she was scared of falling in love. So she masked her worry with arguments. With complaints that he was never home and that he might as well just live at the studio.
Those fights used to be few and far in the beginning. But they had turned into something that occured every time that they saw each other.
And on this one particular day, Namjoon wished that they could be just like other couples. Couples who didn't have a lot to worry about. Couples who could show their affection openly and not be flustered by it.
"Just leave then!" She screams, throwing her hands up in exasperation.
He scoffs in return. "Gladly." He does leave, and for the rest of the night, he does not regret it.
But the coming morning, they would make up. And then they would fight again. The next morning, he would apologize. It was a never ending cycle the both of them were too scared to break. This, being his motivation was too precious to let go. And for her, him a barrier, a safe zone she couldn't let go of. The two had become each other's nightmare.
