Accidental Love//Phan

Chapter 13

Phil's POV
I sit there in shock, tears forming in my eyes. This can't be true, dad can't have cancer he is the healthiest man alive.

"This ca-can't be true" I shake "I will refuse to believe it, dad is healthy not him wrong with him" I cry

"Phil you have to honey, we can't help it" my mum says walking over to me to comfort me

I push her away, refusing any comfort what so ever

"No I don't have to! I refuse to!"I yell before running up stairs to my room

I slam the door behind me leaving me in my quiet room, late for my night out. I throw myself onto my bed and let all my emotions out, crying into my pillow before falling asleep in exhaustion.

**Two weeks later**
No one POV
It has now been two weeks since Phil had found out about his father and his cancer and Phil hasn't been dealing with it very well. Every day his dad gets worse, his headaches get to the point where he is on the ground crying in pain or completely loosing his balance and falling over without warning. Phil never knows how to deal with the pain of watching his father go through all this and he never shares or tell anyone his problems not even his own parents. Phil traps himself in his room and cries himself to sleep every night at the thought that possibly one day his father could leave him.

At school Phil stays quiet mostly unless Dan's there or he is asked a question.

Phil is sitting at there lunch table talking to Dan about attack on titan and how he has finished the season, Louise is talking to Pj about a new movie coming out, everyone is engaged in a conversation except Chris.

Chris has noticed a change in Phil, Phil has been less happy, he is more pale then normal and his eyes which are normally pulling you in, drowning almost but they are now dull and boring. Chris suspects there is something wrong but all he is told is that Phil is just tired and nothing's wrong but Chris refuses to believe that and will continue to ask.

"Phil?" Chris tries to say but Phil doesn't hear him "Phil?" He tries again but Phil still doesn't hear him

Chris thinks that Phil is ignoring him even though he isn't but Chris being the jealous kind he is, he doesn't think of that. Phil continues to talk to Dan not realising that Chris is trying to get his attention. Dan gets up to go get a drink from a nearby bubbler. Chris sees that Phil is alone and takes the opportunity to talk to Phil.

"Hey Phil, thanks for ignoring me then" Chris rudley says approaching Phil

"Huh I didn-" Phil tries to say but Chris interupted him

"Of course you didn't because your the little angel aren't you?" Chris yells " you just wanted to continue talking to your little boyfriend!" Chris spits again

"He isn't my boyfriend Chris and I just simply didn't hear you I'm sorry" Phil tries to defend himself

"Yeah... you just didn't hear me" Chris refuses to believe Phil again yelling

Louise and Pj have stopped their conversation to see what the trouble is, they both look at each other in confusion. They have never seen Chris so angry and hurt before

"Its not my fault you're so obsessed with Dan maybe if you weren't so invested in him you would actually hear me then!" Chris shouts again

"I am not obsessed with him Chris, if you have seen what Andrew and his friends have done to the poor boy you would do the same" Phil cries

Dan's POV
I left Phil to go get a drink from a bubbler, I am walking back now trying to avoid Andrew and his friends at all costs.

"YOU ARE SO FUCKING STUPID PHIL!" I hear someone shout from where we sit

I run as fast as I could afraid Andrew was there and doing something to Phil

"I AM NOT STUPID, YOU JUST REFUSE TO SEE THE TRUTH" I hear Phil

I run faster still afraid of what is happening and what I will see when I get there. I get to our seating area to see that Chris and Phil are yelling at each other and chris almost attacking Phil, thankfully Louise and Pj have separated the two but they are still screaming at each other not realising I have come back

"PHIL JUST ADMIT IT YOU HAVE PUSHED ME OUT OF OUR FRIENDSHIP FOR STUPID LITTLE DAN!" Chris screams trying to get to Phil

I look at Phil who is almost in tears and then back at Chris who has now realised I am back and gives me a death stare and the finger. My face drops at the sign that Chris doesn't like me and that I have pulled Phil and Chris apart.

"CHRIS SHUT YOUR MOUTH!" Pj yells and takes ahold of his shirt and drags him away from Phil.

I look back at Phil who is now hugging Louise in tears.

"What have I done..."I say before running off again not even looking back

I run to the bathroom and lock myself in a cubicle and just cry and think about what I have done, I have ruined a friendship why can't I just make one friend or do one thing with out causing trouble and destroying something. I don't deserve to be in this world.

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Authors note: Hiya guys, so Dan changed his social media name that was a perfect thing to wake up to but everyone going off there heads etc etc not trying to cause an argument but if you are a true friend you will still stay and watch their videos no matter where they live or what their name is. Sorry for that rant but hey opinions

On a different note my mum called me by my sister name and I went off at her so she asked me if she should just called me Dan or Phil... I'm down for that. But I hope you enjoyed that chapter and see you in the next one
~Charlizard <3