Chapter 19

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A/N- Credit to the artist, their signature is on their arms but I am unable to make it out so if you know who drew it comment and I will give them credit, thanks.

Dan's POV
I'm talking to Emily about my discharge from the hospital and she said that I should be out soon but I have to go to the mental health ward to get help for my suicidal stuff. I don't want to be in this stupid hospital anymore, I need to see my frien- I need to see people my age, I wouldn't call any of them my friends apart from the only blue eyed boy in the school with dark hair, Phil. I tried to protest against Emily she wouldn't budge

"Emily, it was only once well maybe a couple times but I'm fine now. I promise" I plead

"Dan, its the fact you did try to take your own life and we just want the best for you" Emily says caring trying to sound a little bit professional

"But I don't need help honestly Doctor" I say once again

"Its Emily you know that and I'm sure you will like it there, you can meet new friends" she smiles

"Yeah... but Phil's not there" I say under my breathe

"Dan you have no-"

Emily was interupted by a group of people knocking on my door, I look over to see the person who I have really only wanted to see, Phil. I smile brightly as he walks in and then I realise that the rest of Phil's friends have come along too.

"Phil, Pj, Louise! And Chris?" I say

"Oh Dan seems you have visitors" Emily smiles stating the obvious

Emily walks out with her clipboard to see her next patient. The group run over to me and all hug me, squeezing me tightly almost choking me.

"Dan, never do that again, you hear me!?" Louise yells at me before giving me bouquet of flowers

"Phil told us what happened, I'm just glad your okay" Pj says giving me another hug

I sit there a enjoy the fact that people actually came to the hospital to see me. Coming here means effort, they came from school, bought flowers for me and came here all just for me. Maybe I do actually have people who care for me apart from Phil, I underestimated Phil's friends. I look over to Phil who is standing next to Chris, that's the only person who I have a concern about... after what he has done, treated me like shit, why the hell would he show up here to show me he cares because he obviously doesn't. I try and get out of bed to put the flowers in a vase but Chris stops me.

"Um, dan?" Chris quietly says pushing through Louise and Pj

"Yeah" I blankly say placing the flowers on my table next to me

"Umm..." Chris looks over to Phil "I want to apologise, I know saying sorry can't fix anything especially after this" Chris says fiddling with his fingers

"Chris, you did fuck with me a lot but it wasn't you who did this... I have had this thought in my head ever since 7th grade just all this drama has just made me think about it more" I say looking over to Phil who is smiling " You were a fucking ass, I can say that and how you treated me like I was a threat to you."

"Well I thought you were a threat... then" Chris whispers

"Ho-how?"

"I like Phil, like more then friends" Chris says looking back over to Phil

"Well we all knew that from drama class but I still don't get why I was a threat?"

"I thought you liked Phil in the same way I did but I just jumped to conclusions and got jealous"

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