Phil's POV
I take a step back, knees almost give in, heavy breaths escaping from my mouth as I heard my mother's words. A lump of disbelief developing in my throat, slowing moving up and evolving into tears. My world is collapsing around me, a bit of my life crumbling under me all because of those three small words 'We are moving'. I hear a faint voice coming from next to me and the warmth from a hand on my back
"You will love America" The voice assured
No I won't, my life is here in England the cold grey country not America I could never accept that as my home no matter the conditions.
"Why?" I whisper pushing the voice away from me, not wanting to hear anything more
"Because jobs, I got offered one in America so we have no choice" they say like everything is sunshine and rainbows "Lydia is up in her room packing, I have given you some boxes to start packing"
I can't believe this, mum thinks I can pack my whole life into a couple of boxes and transport them 100s of kilometers overseas. Leaving all the memories with all my friends behind just to make new ones.
"You can't do this!" I yell refusing to listen to anything more my mother has to say
And with that I run to my room, slam the door behind me with a loud bang and lock it. Soon enough mum is knocking on my door demanding to come in, pulling at the door but I have locked it, there is no chance she is coming in.
"Go away!" I yell through the door at the betrayal of a mum
"Phil, just accept it. You will see everyone again and be able to just pick up your relationship with Dan like you were never gone" she says through the door and by the sound of her voice she had a smile plastered on her face the whole time.
"It's not that easy mum! Dan is different, he thinks bad things and no one knows what he will try and do if I'm gone" I say trying to avoid thinking of the things that Dan will do when and if I leave. With his past it's too risky and I don't want to come back to England to find out Dan is seriously injured or worse... Dead
"I'm sure he will be fine Phil just please start packing. There are boxes on your chest of drawers" mum pleads before disappearing from the front of my door
"Guess I have no choice then..." I sigh to myself looking over at the boxes that have been places on my drawers dreading the decision I have made
I start chucking stuff randomly into boxes not even bothering to sort out stuff within boxes. In goes my photos of my friends in primary, my spelling bee medal and all my memories. As I move the box off my drawers a piece of paper flies off the drawers and lands on my blue bed sheets. I run over and pick up the delicate paper and turn it over the reveal a note... a Valentines note written by Andrew to Dan, it was the note that brought Dan and I together; our origin story. It's a bit damaged from being in our pockets and little wet patches where Dan must have cried when he found out the truth about the note, I really hope he does not go back to that Dan even if I'm not there. Dan is the happiest he has probably ever been and is finally able to be happy with what he is doing and now I have to pack up and leave him just when we were getting really close. I place the note inbetween a book so it keeps flat and protected and continue packing.
The Wii is next, hasn't really been touched since Dan and mine first Mario battle, even though I did lose many times I still had a great time and the screaming at each other just made everything better seeing Dan's smile when he hits me off the track or decides to be cheeky so I go off my head at him. That small smile is all I need to see every day for my day to get brighter because even if Dan was broken, he is perfect in every way even his little flaws and little depressing moments he still ends up showing that beautiful smile with his adorable dimples accompanied with his laugh, the laugh that I have always wanted to hear since I have seen his smile, the smile I won't see for a long time maybe even never...
"Why me..." I whisper trying to swallow my feelings but it doesn't work. Tears starting falling down my already red cheeks, landing hard on my carpet leaving small dark spots amongst the brown flooring "Nothing will ever be the same without you Dan..." I cry into my floor, curling up into a ball lying down on the ground trying to find any comfort I can but nothing can comfort me not even Dan, seeing Dan will only remind me about my situation
"I'm going to miss you Bear"
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Authors Note: Hiya guys, im back for another chapter. I had to hold myself back from not updating again. This chapter took me so long to write I wrote so many beginnings to it but was unable to find the right text until I asked someone for help and came out with this, which I am really proud of and hope you enjoyed it. Anyways see you guys in the next chapter
~Charlizard <3
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