Accidental Love//Phan

Chapter 14

A/N. Just in case you didn't know the last two on the right are Pj and Chris

Phil's POV
I get a call from the office after lunch and I think that it was just about what happened at lunch between Chris and I. I walk up to the office getting ready to see the principal but only to see my mum standing there with tear stained cheeks. I run up to her and give her a big hug

"Mum what's wrong, what happened" I say looking up at her still hugging her

"Your fat-fathe-" she tries to say but starts to cry

"DAD?! what happened is he okay, mum talk to me" I say letting go of her and sitting her down on the chair behind us

"His condition has gotten worse and has had to be taken into hospital" she cries

My heart drops, I am reminded that my dad has cancer and could die any minute now. I hug my mum and cry into he shoulder

"Come on hun, I have signed you out so we can go visit him okay" my mum says hugging me back before standing up and heading to my classroom

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We arrived at the hospital and I am getting guided to my dad's room. I walk in and see a bunch of tubes and cords connected to my sleeping dad. I sit down next him and hold his hand, I look up to my mum and she is doing to the same.

"Mum? Will dad be okay?" I ask

"Of course honey" she says reaching over to wipe a tear that is running off my cheek "we will be a happy family again before you know it" she smiles

I smiles and nod back at her, I wonder how Lydia is taking this.

"MUM! Is dad okay?!" I hear Lydia yell running into the room " the school called me up to the office and told me what happened and that you said to meet you here"

Mum and I run up to her and give her a big hug

"He is fine don't worry, his condition has just gotten a little worse he will recover very soon" she smiles wiping another tear from her face

Lydia smiles at the slight good news that her father is going to be okay "Yay, you had me a bit worried there for a second guys" she says playfully punching me in the arm.

I let Lydia take my seat so she can be close to dad.

"Hey mum something went on at lunch and I didn't get to have much do you mind if I go get something from the vending machine" I ask mum

"Sure, get something for Lydia too" mum hands me some coins

I walk down the quiet hallway to the vending machines near the emergency room which is practically empty at this point. I grab a bag of crisps (because his British) for me and a chocolate bar for Lydia. I begin my walk back to my dad's room until I hear doctors running around ordering each other around

"That can't be for dad, mum said he was going to be just fine and we will be a happy family" I say to my self before running to my dad's room

I turn around the corner to see my mum and Lydia outside of my dad's room in tears and doctors closing the blinds and running in with a cart of supplies. This can't be real.. he is going to survive he has to

"Mum..." I say but mum just shakes her head and brings us all into a big hug

Suddenly everything went quiet inside the room, then a doctor walked out to see us, his head down looking at the floor. He takes off his gloves before looking us

"I'm sorry but... he wasn't able to make it" he said

That's it, this is the moment that I have been doubting for these past two weeks. I drop the snacks and run out of the hospital not wanting to even look or talk to anyone. My dad is dead, he left me and my family all alone. Tears start running down my face when I come to that realisation, I run faster to get out of the public eye as quickly as possible wanting to avoid getting seen by anyone I know.

I run to the nearby park and lie down on a bench and just cry my heart out. I hear someone approaching me from behind, I quickly try and stop crying to avoid getting caught crying, the happiest boy at school the one that makes every laugh can't be seen crying. I sit up and look behind me to see Chris standing there with a blunt look on his face. Chris runs up to me and attacks me with the biggest hug ever, has he just forgotten about what happened at lunch because I haven't. I pull away from the hug and look at Chris.

"Phil?! What happened why are you crying?!" Chris asks frantically

"Nothings wrong Chris I'm fine" I say rubbing the tears from my eyes

"NO PHIL THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG!" Chris yells at me again

I take a step back away from him afraid that he will try and hurt me again.

"Phil, I'm sorry I didn't mean too, its just you have been saying you are fine for that past two weeks when you obvisoulsy aren't" Chris explains "I have watched you these two weeks just crumbling away, your eyes they aren't the vibrant blue anymore, you look almost... dead"

I shutter at the word dead, thinking back to my father who I had just lost, before you know it I begin crying again

"Please tell me what wrong" Chris asks me

I look down at my hands which are pale and white from my lack of attention to my health, I take a seat on the bench that I was sitting on before Chris arrived

"My dad just died" I blurt out with not explanation or lead up

I look up at Chris who is now white faced with shock

"He had cancer in his brain and we found out only two weeks ago" I cry

Chris sits down beside me and hugs me again but this time I don't refuse the hug, I accept it I tighten my grip around Chris just wanting comfort which causes Chris to tighten his grip too. Chris and I are in a tight embrace until I calm down and let go. I take out my phone and see many texts from my mum and Lydia asking me to come back home

"Ah I should get going now, my mum and da-" I interrupt my self "is worried about me but um thanks for the comfort I guess"

"No problem Philly" Chris laughs

"Please don't call me Philly, just because you comforted me when I was falling apart it doesn't mean that we can be best buddies again Chris" I say turning around to walk home

"But..." Chris tries to say but I just continue walking.

Chris might have gotten me to open up to him but it doesnt mean I forgive him for what he did saying I ignored him and not listening to my side then making Dan upset... but maybe, just maybe after a little I might forgive him.

I walk out of the park and onto the now empty street and start my journey to a home without a father...

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Authors note: Hiya guys OMG I UPDATED TWO DAYS IN A ROW WHAT!? Yeah we reached 300 reads yesterday and I wanted a hooray chapter. I feel like this book is much better then the last even though it's more evil but hey it only gets worse I think?? I don't even know my own story line Charli get your shit together haha anyway I shall see you in the next chapter
~Charlizard <3