[revising] psycho | yoonmin → BOOK 1

二十五 |不人道inhuman。

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PARK  JIMIN

He was alone, desperate for what people called love. But not romantically. No, he wasn't ready for that. All he craved was to be socially accepted in the world. To become what everyone thinks is Normal. But no matter how hard you tried Normal, he ended up hurting the people he loved most. Ended up pushing them so far away that they disappeared and never returned.

Some ask him why he chooses to be alone. Why would anyone want to be alone? Why would someone choose that life of misery and silence. He wanted to be alone, yes that much as true, but did he choose to be? No. Of course everyone wants their own peace and quiet from time to time. Even most people just want to get away from the world. But when you think about it, you can't be alone forever. Your mind starts to wander to places you never knew existed. Your thoughts are altered into different realities and your dreams turn into horrid nightmares. 

Sleepless nights where he would walk the town was when his thoughts got real horrifying. The instinct to kill, to hunt shot into his mind in waves of pain and soon he was turning into the monster he always was. Body and soul.

"Jimin!"

Why would anyone want to help someone like him anyway?

"Jimin get up!"

Why would anyone ever waste their time for him.

"Jimin answer me damn it!"

Why would...

"Arggghh.." Jimin groaned loudly, clenched his hands to his hand in pure agony. The pain was too intense for any words to form on his tongue and all he could manage were the sounds of hurting whimpers.

Yoongi crouched beside him once again, avoiding Jimin's thrashing legs. Jimin wanted to get away from him so badly. He never wanted to hurt anyone nor have someone see him like this, but it was too late the Changing was already starting to happen. His breathe grew uneven and each breath came out as a quiet, raspy growl. Deeper and deeper the pitch of Jimin's groans went, and soon he lashed out at Yoongi for the third time, this time his hand connected with the skin of his cheek.

Yoongi finally backed away on his hands and knees, he winced as he softly placed his hand to his cheek. He felt a warm yet slippery substance as he touched the aching wound and when he pulled away he noticed his hand stained red.

Yoongi ignored it, wiping the blood on his own jeans before watching Jimin drag himself to the nearby wall. He slammed his hands against it, long sharpened claws now digging and ripping through the wallpaper. Jimin's back arched and bones cracked and buckled making Yoongi wince to himself as he watched the horrid scene in front of him. 

A throaty growl came out from Jimin's mouth again and he hunched over on the floor, his orange hair turning into a shade of rusty brown. Each hair stood on end as more and more grew upon his body. Several minutes passed and with one last final groan, Jimin laid sprawled out on the floor completely still.

Yoongi stared at what had become of Jimin, nothing about him was human anymore. His dog like appearance, claws that were still elongated and the coarse hair that now coated his whole body was enough to strike pure confusion in Yoongi.  Time continued to pass and yet Jimin still did not move from his place.

Yoongi slowly moved closer to the wolf Jimin was now and examined him. He couldn't decide either to be afraid or amazed. He hesitantly picked up the bushy brown tail and let it fall back to the floor, limp.

"Jimin-shi..?" Yoongi whispered, slowly turning his attention to Jimin's new canine face. It looked smooth, almost angelic the way the the soft white fur lined his face just right. Even as a wild animal he still looked small and fragile. Yoongi bented his face down to his level, looking closer, even his scent smelled like crisp pine trees in a forest.

Suddenly Jimin's eyes opened quickly, bright blue and dazed. Yoongi panicked, crawling back to his place up against a wall when the wolf slowly got up, his eyes never once leaving the olders. A growl erupted from Jimin again, this time all the human pitches were gone and replaced with wild intents. He snarled at him, approaching him straight on. Long canines threatened with each step of his paws. He stopped directly in front of Yoongi, his face only mere inches from his.

Jimin's growl got louder and he snapped at him, making Yoongi press closer to the wall, his wounded cheek now agonizingly digging into the wall.

"Please..." Yoongi practically begged, his voice barely a whisper. He squeezed his eyes closed, hoping Jimin would back away from him.

Jimin however, pressed his cold yet moistened nose into the depths of Yoongi's neck, nudging it slightly.

"I don't like to feel dominated so consider this your punishment."

Jimin's voice echoed through Yoongi's panicked thoughts.