[revising] psycho | yoonmin → BOOK 1

十七 | 观众 stargazer。

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PARK JIMIN

He felt somewhat satisfied that the older boy was following him. He felt in control, even dominate. He had glanced back at the mint haired boy, his eyes ever so casually scanning his face for emotions.

He sensed a slight amount of fear, maybe it was just nervousness. Maybe he just felt weird walking down the darkened hallway to an unknown location with a boy he barely knew.

"Why so quiet?" Jimin voice broke the silence, as much as he hated admitting it but he wanted to hear Yoongi's voice again.

"Where are you taking me?" Yoongi appeared quiet yet cold at the same time, Jimin wasn't quite sure if he was angry or not.

"I just want you to see something, their the most beautiful at this time of night."

Jimin knew Yoongi was confused by the way his breath had hitched when they both approached the keypad locked backdoor.

Jimin motioned for him to stay still and quiet before he turned his back the older and punched in the 4 degit number. When it clicked open, Jimin slide it ever so slightly so the two boys could slip through.

Once out into the cold, fogginess of the night, Jimin stretched his arms over his head, feeling the nights breeze on his hands.

"How..." Yoongi suddenly said,"How did you.."

Jimin didn't turn to look at him, instead he stared straight up at the sky,"When I'm restless, I like to come out here and look at this." He pointed up upwards, almost trying to grasp what he couldn't reach.

Yoongi followed his finger till his eyes met what Jimin was talking about.

There, just right above them was thousand of pinpoints of light, each one twinkling and sparkling in its own way.

"I've never seen the sky so awake before I came here." Jimin whispered,"What I would give to just touch one.. to be free like them."

Yoongi turned to stare at the boy,"But you just entered the password, why don't you just leave?"

Jimin shook his head,"Where would I go? I have no family.. I have nothing, so what would be the point. This place is probably the safest for me anyway..."

"What do you mean..."

Jimin had turned to face the older now, his eyes had formed tears that threatened to fall,"I can't hurt anymore people..."

"Jimin-shi, you--"

"No, you don't understand. You all think I'm just a lust driven teenager. But what I crave is.... protection." Jimin lowered himself to the ground, stretching himself across the damp grass, he never once took his eyes off the stars above,"You don't know my past, you don't know how dangerous I was. The doctors used to always keep me locked away, I never had the privilege of walking the hallways."

Yoongi still didn't fully know what Jimin was getting at. Of course he didn't know why Jiminy was there in the first place, or even why he was telling him this. Did Jimin trust him? It hadn't even been a day yet.

"Are you afraid of me? Be honest hyung, it won't hurt me." Jimin's loomed up at Yoongi's standing position over him. He could see the older trying to choose his words wisely.

"I.. I don't know." Yoongi met Jimin's eyes. He could see the brightened stars in them, they where blurry yet slightly visible.

"You're quite interesting you know that?"

Yoongi blinked at his question, nit expecting him to say such things,"What do you mean?"

"You long for something, I know you do. But what exactly is it your looking for.." Jimin's voice had trailed off, even his eyes closing as he let out a deep breath.

Yoongi couldn't help but chuckle at the younger below him. He didn't understand him one bit, but that just made him a little bit more intriguing.