Beauty behind the magic

author's note : explanations

hey readers , 

i decided that it was about time i clearly explained my situation to everybody . you guys would just be confused at my erratic updating schedules , so first about that . i basically just update when i feel inspired or when i have a really good idea . i also update when i haven't in a while . but i seem to lack some professional finesse by not having an updating schedule . 

As those of you who know me know , i'm still in school . i won't mention which grade because i don't want to be connected with my writing on a personal level . but because i am in school and this year's a really important one for me , i have hardly any time on my hands . although that excuse is one of the oldest in the book , its the truth . Honest. 

writing is something that makes me really happy and relaxed and for the longest time , i couldn't find the courage to put my ideas to words constructively for the fear of failing . but ever since i have , i'm so focused . and that is why i will never give up on this . 

i have come really close to going on hiatus quite a few times , but that would have a negative impact of my ability to put forth the best sections of the plot , so that is also another ruled-out idea. i did begin another book but it was very rushed and went to several complications and so , i deleted it . it was also dragging my focus away from this book . 

it means the world to me to be supported in this adventure by both people i personally know as well as people who just know me as mystery girl . i would like to just say that no matter how hard things are or how much i feel like giving up , i always come back to this . 

ok , i'm done talking about myself as it is a very uncomfortable thing to do XD . 

thank you , 

-sneha