I CAN'T SAVE US ↠ KAI PARKER

{ p l a y l i s t }

i.
atlantis ☽ seafret

❝losing everything I've ever known
It's all become too much,
maybe I'm not built for love
if I knew that I could reach you, I would go
[...] I can't save us, my Atlantis, we fall
we built this town on shaky ground
I can't save us, my Atlantis, we built it up to pull it down❞

ii.
always hate me ☽ james blunt

❝I guess I'm holding onto the good we had
but I know it's wrong to 'cause in the end,
she's never gonna hold my heart and now
she knows she doesn't want to know me [...] I never thought that she could have a cold heart
[...] and she will always hate me
no matter what I say and there is no
mistaking, the love is gone❞ 

iii.
the night we met☽ lord huron

❝I had all and then most of you
some and now none of you
take me back to the night we met
I don't know what I'm supposed to do
haunted by the ghost of you❞

iv.
hurts like hell ☽ fleurie

❝how can I say this without breaking
how can I say this without taking over
how can I put it down into words
when it's almost too much for my soul alone
I loved and I loved and I lost you and it hurts like hell❞

v.
give me love ☽ ed sheeran

❝give me love like never before
'cause lately I've been craving more
and it's been a while but I still feel the same
maybe I should let you go, you know I'll fight my corner❞

vi.
i hate you, i love you ☽ gnash & olivia o'brian

❝it hurts me every time I see you
realize how much I need you
I hate you I love you, I hate that I love you
don't want to, but I can't put
nobody else above you❞

vii.
another love ☽ tom odell

❝I wanna take you somewhere so you know I care
but it's so cold and I don't know where [...]
and I wanna kiss you, make you feel alright
I'm just so tired to share my nights
I wanna cry and I wanna love❞

viii.
can't pretend ☽ tom odell

❝love, I have wounds
only you can mend, you can mend oh oh oh
I guess that's love
I can't pretend❞

ix.
eyes closed ☽ halsey

❝would've gave it all for you, cared for you
so tell me where I went wrong
would've gave it all for you, cared for you
(my lover, my liar)
would've trade it all for you, there for you
so tell me how to move on❞

x.
dna ☽ little mix

❝does he tell you he loves you when you least expect it?
does he flutter your heart when he kisses your neck?
[...] and my heart won't beat again
If I can't feel him in my veins❞

xi.
impossible ☽ james arthur

❝I remember years ago
someone told me I should take
caution when it comes to love [...]
tell them I was happy and my heart is broken
all my scars are open
tell them what I hoped would be
impossible❞

xii.
ghost ☽ halsey

❝my ghost, where'd you go?
I can't find you in the body sleeping next to me
my ghost, where'd you go?
what happened to the soul you used to be?❞

xiii.
i'll be good ✗ jaymes young

❝I never meant to make you bleed,
I'll be a better man today [...]
my past has tasted bitter, for years now [...]
I've been cold, I've been merciless
but the blood on my hands scares me to death
maybe I'm waking up today I'll be good,
I'll be good and I'll love the world, like I should
I'll be good, I'll be good ❞

xiv.
idfc ✗ blackbear

❝'cause I have hella feelings for you,
I act like I don't fucking care,
'cause I'm so fucking scared
I'm only a fool for you,
and maybe you're too good for me❞

xv.
believer ✗ imagine dragons

❝I was broken from a young age
taking my soul into the masses [...]
you're the face of the future,
the blood in my veins, the blood in my veins [...]
you made me a, you made me a believer, believer
my luck, my love, my God, they came from pain❞

xvi.
sucker for pain ✗ lil wayne, whiz khalifa & imagine dragons

❝i'm just a sucker for pain
I'm devoted to destruction
a full dosage of detrimental dysfunction
I'm dying slow but the devil tryna rush me
see I'm a fool for pain, I'm a dummy
might cut my head off right after I slit my throat❞

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☽ kai & maddie
✗ kai

{so this is the official playlist for the story, I'll try to make a playlist on youtube or 8tracks and I'll post the link here. Feel free to make any suggestions & I'll post them here. I'll probably add some or take out some songs as we go. The story is also loosely based on the first song "Atlantis" by Seafret, so I guess that's kind of the main song for the story. }

moodboard inspired by tvdaesthetics on tumblr