Jealous

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Ft. Sistar Bora

You were lounging on the sofa in the waiting room. Jay was on set, filming for his music video, Drive, with Gray and Bora. Had he not asked you to come along, you'd probably be boring yourself to death at home since you quitted your job two weeks ago.

People around you were amazed by Bora's beauty because that was all they kept talking about, especially the men and Jay. Knowing that she was Jay's ideal woman, you felt jealous but kept convincing yourself that he's yours now, past ideal woman and ex-girlfriends didn't matter.

"Have you seen Bora-ssi's outfit? It's so tight it looks good on her. How lucky must Jay and Gray be?" you heard someone whisper. Furious, you walked over to witness the set yourself, only to see Jay casually hanging his arm around her and looking genuinely happy about it.

It was a scene you couldn't stand looking at any longer, so you went out of the set to calm yourself down. Without you realizing, you've spent 1.5 hours outside and Jay was done recording his music video.

"Y/N? Y/N?" Jay was looking for you. When he found you outside, he quickly took you in as it was freezing cold outside. "By the way, let me introduce you to Bora," he pulled you towards her, "Bora-ssi, she's my girlfriend."

Her bubbly personality was shining, you smiled at her and she immediately bowed excitedly, greeting you, "hi!" A torrent of jealousy hit you. She was pretty, nice, sexy, cute and bubbly. Any guy would fall for her in a beat. But you? You're just plain jane. One with just long black hair, rusty black eyes, pale face, average sized body and not to mention how withdrawn you are from the world.

After the whole exchange of pleasantries, you wanted to go home and Jay was sending you home so you hurried to his car, not even saying goodbye to anyone.

The air in the car was frigid. It was silent and tensed. Jay sensed that something was wrong with you so he confronted you about your unusual demeanor earlier, "what was up with you just now?" You shook your head and closed your eyes to avoid answering his question, drifting off to your train of thoughts.

Jay's probably going to leave me for her soon.

No one likes a girl with an ugly smile.

Is it my face?

Do I have a nasty personality.

Fuck this, I need to leave him before he leaves me.

But I love him. Why don't I trust him?

Because he's affectionate with his ideal woman in front of me, that's why!

No, it was just for a music video.

But he could've chose someone else to star in it, right? He chose Bora instead! Possibly a hidden agenda.

Trust your own boyfriend, Y/N. You're overthinking.

I won't overthink without a reason. And there's a reason - Jay and Bora!

"Babe? Babe!" a distant voice caught you by surprise. It was Jay who tried to wake you up from your sleep. But you weren't asleep, you were just thinking way too deeply. Too deep for your own good in fact. Now there are voices in your head debating about whether or not you should break up with Jay. Over something so trivial but not so trivial.

"Are you okay? You seem off since j-" "Jay let's break up," you suddenly said which caused you to put both your hands over your mouth, shocked by your own outburst.

"What? Why?"

"You want to break up with me too, don't you?" you asked quietly.

His face grew in confusion, "is that why you've been jumpy since just now?"

"Admit it! You like her! That's why you called her in to star in your video. And she's your ideal woman too! She's pretty, sexy, cute, funny, nice and everything else I'm not. It's just a matter of time until you dump me for her. Oh and how touchy you were with her just now. In front of me! That shows a lot Jay. So before you dump me, I'll dump you first and save myself from the heartbreak," you rambled.

To your surprise, Jay's reaction was weird. Instead of crying or trying to stop you from leaving, he laughed. Jay Park fucking laughed at your face for wanting to break up with him. But why?

"My princess is jealous over someone who's not as close to perfection as you are. I'm not going to leave you for anyone Y/N. Not even my ideal woman who now happens to be you," he chuckled shyly.

You looked at him defeated. He was right, you knew that. You should've trusted him. He had not done anything in the past to make you feel unworthy of being his girlfriend, so why should you feel that way now over someone else? Just because she's prettier? Damn, there are millions of other girls prettier than you, so should you feel jealous a million times a day? No. You were being ridiculous.

"Feel all better now?" he asked, carressing your cheeks. You hummed in response and then noticed that you already arrived at the basement carpark of your house.

"Babe, there's something I've always wanted to try with you," he said, smirking.

"I'm not having sex in the car with you, Jay," you sternly said.

"Damn it," he muttered then left the car to open the door for you.

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