After She Left (girlxgirl)

Announcement

Greetings to my lovely readers!

It's been a while, huh? I'm really sorry I haven't posted in a while, there are no more excuses to be made for that and I won't even try to wiggle my way out of this one anymore. So I thought the best way would be to just come clear through replying to the question everyone's been asking.

Why haven't you been posting new chapters? 

Prepare yourselves, loves, this won't make most of you that happy. I seriously have no clue. Yes, I am very far from having as much of free time as I did before, but I know that lack of free time has never stopped me. I've sat down multiple times trying to write the new chapter and I honestly just can't do that. 

The reason I ever wrote is because I wanted to, I am passionate about it and that's the whole reason I started writing "She" - I was incredibly excited to post it. For me, for you, but mostly, just so it would be out there for book addicts like me. But I don't feel like I used to anymore, writing new chapters for "After she left" feels very forced and fake which it shouldn't be. I want to write because I simply have to otherwise I feel like I'd explode not because I feel guilty for not giving you guys new chapters. 

So.. I'll just break it to you. I've decided to put "After she left" on hold. I'll post new chapters whenever I get the inspiration to do so, but as for now, let's open a new chapter for something completely new. 

I've decided to write a new book called "Insanely sane". In some ways it will be completely different from "She" book series which really awakened me as a writer, but it will also have some similarities, such as, relationships between two girls. 

Let's see where this one takes us, but I promise I won't forget about "After she left", eventually, it will be finished. 

Here's a little sneak peak for "Insanely sane". The first chapter will be up soon. Hope you enjoy it! (:

I opened the wooden window, the red paint cracked all around the corners. This was supposed to be a place I eventually forgot about, but you can't really erase the place you grew up in, especially if you also realize it's only natural to die there.

The moment the warm summer breeze grazed my face, touched my hair and once I finally took that last breath, I realized how much people never cared. Maybe they did. But the truth is - they never do, not like they do once you're dead. So I felt it was only fair not to care about them for once.

And then I jumped out of the 5 story building I had spent 11 years of my life in. To be honest, why I chose to die this way was beyond me. The place made no sense, considering I hadn't been here for years, I suppose the timing did. But what I did know was why I wanted to do so. 

I liked to believe I did this for myself, but I knew and I could admit it, because I didn't like to portray myself as a coward, unconsciously, I knew it was that night out, that talk with my dad, the stress about moving away and, last but not least, ladies and gentleman, it was because before exactly 6 months and 2 hours I thought accepting a joint from the most beautiful girl I'd ever laid eyes on would have no other consequence than getting higher than the ginger on "Pineapple express". 

Who knew such an innocent looking girl with these damned chocolate eyes would become the very reason I finally lived life to the fullest and eventually wanted to end my 18 year old life.

https://www.wattpad.com/419569173-insanely-sane  -> the first chapters will be up soon