Finchel- What if?

My song

School has been normal, well as normal as it could be now that I am being a cheerleader. No slushies. No insults from bystanders. No Finn. I've just realised that I am referring to having Finn as not normal, for me that hurts.

Santana has changed not fully but she is different, for the good. We have decided that I am going to sing a song to Finn and hope Quinn does something drastic and Finn either breaks up with her or she with him.

I am finding myself excited for glee and I haven't been this excited for glee since Finn and I had our first romantic ballad together.

"Mr Shuester I would like to perform my song now!"i exclaim shooting my hand up in the air, earning an eye roll from quinn. Great she is already annoyed with me. "Take it away" he mumbles sitting down in a vacant chair. I stride to the middle of the choir room with my abnormally short legs.

"This is for someone very special to me" I say emphasising the 'very'.

I turn directly to Finn, to the annoyance of Finn and begin.

"I've been staring at the ceiling

Watching the fans flow around, round and round

'Cause I can't hear my breathing

The words we said are still so loud, loud, loud

And we been drifting off so far

And I don't even know where we are

Before we jump, before we leave

And all is lost for you and me, yeah

If we're not stupid

We'll both hold on for dear love

Find our way through this

It's not worth just giving up

'Cause I've got some fire left in me

And I don't see us ending this way

If we're not stupid

We'll both hold on for dear love, love

I've been weighed down by the silence

All these words that don't come out, out

Been tempted just to write it

And say I'm sorry without a sound, sound, sound

'Cause we been drifting off so far

That I don't even know where we are

But we can try and we can speak

Before we're lost indefinitely

If we're not stupid

We'll both hold on for dear love

Find our way through this

It's not worth just giving up

'Cause I've got some fire left in me

And I don't see us ending this way

If we're not stupid

We'll both hold on for dear love, love

I been terribly human

Using you like a punching bag

And you been terribly angry

Taking out all your worst words on me

And I see what we were

And I know that we've hurt

But I know that it's worth it to fight

For all our love tonight

If we're not stupid

We'll both hold on for dear love

Find our way through this

It's not worth just giving up

'Cause I've got some fire left in me

And I don't see us ending this way

If we're not stupid

We'll both hold on for dear love, love

Love, love, love"

Everyone is clapping except Quinn. Everyone is telling me how it is my greatest performance yet, except Quinn. I am thanking everyone, except Quinn. I wipe frantically at the escaping tears. 'Damn, why am I a natural crier!' I internally yell at myself, whilst laughing it off on the inside.

"Well Well Well" Quinn begins walking towards me with that creepy version of slow clapping. " The hobbit is actually trying"she hisses. No one knows what she means. I do. "I was singing about Jesse, I met up with him a few weeks ago and I think we actually have a shot now that he isn't in vocal adrenaline." I say awkwardly but hopefully convincing. I guess the others took it but Finn, not so much. "Jesse huh" he says, I nod. "Finn it's none of our business who Rachel falls in love with"Quinn says once again plastering that sickly sweet smile across her face whilst taking Finns hand in her own. That comment just makes Finns face go bright red and I know she has gone too far. "Right now that Quinn has cleared that up, even though nobody gives one, lets continue!" Santana says coming to my side. " Yes lets" Mr shue says catching on. "Right, Nationals!"