Love Falls Forever

not even an option.

You never realize how much you have till you lose it. Well in my case, You never realize how much you have until you get it. I couldn't bring myself to go down stairs and see everyone. Now what would Mark and Stormie think of me, Did they hate  me for causing this? were they upset with Ross? As much as I wanted to stay up in this small room, I needed to go down there and talk with them. I don't know what will happen, but I can hope for the best. I sucked in a sharp breath before opening the door and quietly making my way down stairs. 

"I can't believe I was so stupid. Guys what am I supposed to do? I don't want to kill a baby, and I know Sky feels the same way. I'm not fit to be a father! I can't believe I let this happen." Ross' whimpers filled my ears. I made it to the middle step and looked ahead of me. Ross sat on the couch with his knees pulled up to his chest and hands covering his face. Rydel, Rocky, Riker, Ryland and Ellington sat around him trying to comfort him. "I ruined her! Guys I ruined her, I let her down and now... now I don't know what to do." He gasped for air, his head shot up as he looked at them with wide, red eyes. "What if she hates me!?" more tears poured down his cheeks, he dropped his head back into his hands and cried more. I bit my lip and walked down the steps. Everyone looked up at me besides Ross who didn't even realize I was there. I gave them a small smile and walked up to Ross, I gently set my hand onto his shoulder and the other stroked his hair. 

"I could never hate you Ross." My voice was quiet. He looked up at me in realization of who was trying to comfort him. "Don't blame yourself for this. it's on both of our shoulders, I will always love you Ross. No matter what." I told him, he gave me a weak smile before pushing himself up and pulling me into a warm, loving hug. 

"I'm sorry baby. I love you with all my heart." he murmured. 

"Don't be sorry. I love you too." I pulled away from him and gently pressed my lips to his. This kiss didn't last long, before Mark walked into the room. I pulled away from Ross and looked at him, his eyes met mine before looking down at my stomach. Stormie walked in behind him and did the same. 

"good morning." I nearly whispered. 

"have you decided what you two are going to do?" Mark spoke sternly. 

"what do you mean?" I asked. 

"are you getting an abortion?" Marks eyes were cold against mine. I know he is pissed. I hated the idea, or even the word itself. Abortion was no option, it was killing another being. even if it was my last option I'd never even consider it. 

"no." I said before anyone could speak. 

"Skylar you have to go to college, your too young to be a mother. you two arn't ready." Mark grumbled.

"I decided I'm not going to college, I decided before I found out about this." I know I'm speaking to Ross' parents, but if they think I am going to kill my own child they thought wrong. 

"you're not ready to be a mother. you are far from ready. your young, naive, and selfish for deciding this on your own." Mark yelled at me. 

"Dad shut u-" Ross began but I soon cut him off.

"Maybe I am selfish for deciding this. But I'm not going to kill my own child, this is not your choice. weather you like it or not I will not have an abortion." I raised my voice slightly. Everyone was taken back by my outburst. 

"fine. then Ross.' Mark paused and looked at him. 'is no longer allowed to be with you." Everyone's jaw dropped including Stormie's. 

"Fuck no. I'm the father of this baby, and I love Skylar. You will not tell me what I will and will not do!" Ross yelled at him. 

"and I'm your father. so yes I will. Skylar go get your stuff." he told me. I nodded and turned around.

"gladly." I mumbled as I stormed upstairs. I quickly shoved all my clothes into a bag, dumped my make up inside, took all of my accessories. then stopped to look in the mirror. Was I really letting this happen? The bedroom door opened and Ross ran to me.