Love Falls Forever

I deserve this.

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Ross' P.O.V.

I went to bed on the couch because I couldn't think to even sleep in that bed. Something was wrong with me but I couldn't put my finger on it. It was like something attracted me to Zoey... It was a weird feeling, a feeling I cant quiet describe. My head was spinning and the only person I saw was her. But when I heard Skylar squeal something changed. I didn't know what i was doing... My hands were moving still and my lips were still connected to hers. Finally I managed to freeze my body. It felt like an on and off switch inside of me. I was whacked out one moment but once I looked over and saw Skylar and how hurt she looked I was me again. I hurt her so badly, and I hurt myself.

When I woke up in the morning I walked sluggishly to the bathroom. I took a hot shower trying to remember what had gone on before I felt like that. I couldn't. I stepped out of the shower slipping on the wet tile and cracking my head against the bathroom sink. 

"uh" I grumbled. I sat there for a minute on the cold tile floor ass naked. I shakily stumbled to my feet and wrapped my white towel  around my waist. I looked in the mirror seeing my forehead split open. I quickly washed it and slipped a band aid over it. As I was doing that I looked at my knuckles which were all bruised and bloody from punching the wall last night after Riker left. I dropped my hands down letting them hit the sink as I stared at myself in the mirror. Something was different. I would never do that to Skylar again... I don't even know why I did it the first time. But something was different about my face... My eyes... I looked closer seeing them blood shot. Maybe that was from the amount of crying I did last night. I was confused and honestly a bit scared. I ran to get changed and threw on a pair of black shorts and a white tank top. 

I didn't eat breakfast but the first thing I did when I walked into the kitchen was grab my water from last night since I didn't finish it all. And  just as I suspected there was a think layer of  white powder laying at the bottom of it. 

Zoey drugged me...

Skylar's P.O.V.

I have always been afraid of that... Afraid that because I wasn't giving him the sexual pleasure he wanted he would find someone else... And he did just that... He was only sorry because I found out. I was hurt to the point I couldn't feel anything. I kept thinking about what I saw and I didn't feel anything. I didn't cry, I didn't do anything. My chest was heavy but cold. I didn't bother worrying, I just got ready for the day. After I put on what Riker must have packed for me I went and brushed my hair and teeth. I didn't bother with makeup today. As i walked out into the living room Riker sat staring at me. 

"are you alright?" I wanted to say no but all that came out was a mhm and a nod. I couldn't even speak. "do you want to go to the water park with us still?.." he wondered. I shook my head. "maybe it will help you feel better... please come?" I shook my head. I didn't want to see Ross and go through what I had to go through last night. He would probably bring Zoey and I couldn't bear to see that. If I saw her with him... i'd loose it. I don't know what I would do exactly. "well... why don't we go talk to Rydel... maybe she can get you to talk..." I sighed and followed Riker out of his cabin. We walk half way down the road and to Rydel's cabin. I glanced over at the end of the road where Ross' cabin sat.. I felt the tears pushing there way through my eyes as I saw Zoey walking in the door... "Rydel!" Riker yelled through the cabin as I blinked the tears away. She came running out and looked at me. 

"what did he do?" Del's fist clenched. Riker explained what happened and told her I wouldn't talk. it's not that I wouldn't, it's that I couldn't and if I could I wouldn't know what to say. Rydel was pissed at her brother for hurting me the way he did and wrapped her arms tight around me telling me it was going to be okay. I didn't cry, or move to wrap my arms around her. I stood there, still. "Skylar please talk to us." she begged me too. I looked down at my feet, staying silent. There was nothing to say. Ross, the only person I loved and trusted, who told me he would never hurt me, who promised to stay with me was the person who did hurt me, and broke that promise. Del opened her mouth to say something but stopped when we heard screaming down the road. We walked out to the middle of the road and looked down towards the end. There Ross stood on the red porch staring at Zoey who stood at the bottom of it. Ross began to yell again, screaming at her to stay away from him. Telling her she ruined his life. She laughed as she walked away flipping him off. 

Ross didn't look around to see who was watching but instead fell on his knees and covered his face. He began to sob loudly. Riker and Rydel looked at me but all I did was turn away from watching the love of my life cry. As I began walking back down the road to Riker's cabin I heard Ross' sobs and cry out the words that killed me the most. 

"I deserve this..."