Love Falls Forever

heartache times 2

I woke up and shivered. My blankets had fallen off of me through the night, I sat up and stretched. Last night was all a blur to me, all I remember is going with the Lynch's and leaving with Jesse... Oh my... Did I... No, I wasn't even drunk really. I had a few drinks, enough to make my memory hazy but not enough to make me forget... As soon as I stood from my bed, scenes from last nights dramas flashed through my head. I caught Ross cheating on me... I ran away, almost got hit by a car, but I was saved by Jesse. He brought me back here where I fell asleep in the fetal position with the picture of Ross and I tight in my hands. I fell back, landing on my bed. I stared at the ceiling before realizing, Ross was gone. He ruined everything we had, and now... I have nothing. I have to be strong... I can't let this ruin me... can I? 

I sat up and looked to my pillow where the picture of us laid. I sighed as I picked it up and put it face down in my night stand drawl. I got up and walked to my bathroom, I quickly stripped of the clothes I wore last night and took a warm shower to clear my mind. Once I got out, I wrapped myself in my towel and walked out into my room. I dressed in a pair of dark jeans and a navy blue sweatshirt, I slipped on my black converse and brushed through my wet, tangled hair. I didn't bother drying it or putting make up on, I wasn't going anywhere. I walked out into my kitchen and made a small bowl of cereal then sat down at my coffee table in the living room. I flicked on the tv and began watching the news. 

"Late last night, four boys were coming home from a party at their close friends house. All four boys were drunk when they hit and killed a family coming home from dinner."

I stared at the television wide eyed. Don't tell me this is Ross or any of the others... please don't... 

"moments after the crash the police had gotten this phone call." I gulped and listened closely. 

"hello, yes we need help." 

I froze in terror. No it can't be... that voice... it was Ross...

"Please." was the last thing I heard before the screen moved back to the new reporter. 

"The phone call ended and when the police arrived on the scene..."

My breathing increased.

"no one was around, the family had died before they arrived. And all four boys were also found dead."