Half-Crazy

"Awkward"

Chapter Three: "Awkward.."

I looked through my phone's map, just to find where Sousuke was. I don't know what went through my mind but of course I just couldn't be around Makoto and Rin at the moment. Like hell, I don't even know if I want to see Sousuke. From hearing him be in Tokyo, made me jump. Oh dear, lord. What am I doing? Sousuke and I go way back. Sousuke was my ex-boyfriend of last year who, practically broke up with me because of issues we had. It only happened a year ago. We would meet up when he wasn't as busy. Actually, he was always busy, and it didn't feel like a real relationship between us.

-Flashback-

"Babe~" Sousuke called out to me in a childish manner. He hugged me from behind and kissed my cheek. His body guarded my whole smaller form. My hands touched his arms and all I could do was smile.

"Hmm?"

"You know I really care for you, and I don't want to let you go."

He stretched out his arms.

"You know how much I love you? This much."

With that bright smile of his, that was happiness. He would never give out a smile like that, it was all mine. He was all I cared about. But then when I realized I cared too much. Everything went into disaster. Until that day..

He hit me, when I went over to meet him at the park.

I felt my cheek, and tear up but clenched my fist. I ran towards him to try to punch him back and all he did was shove me away. I see Makoto run to me and ten to Sousuke. Haru came to my aid and carried me. I watched as Makoto fought with Sousuke. Why did we fight? Well, he was drunk and I was being severely insecure about what he does in life. I hated the way he acted, I hated the way I was being treated, I also hated the fact that we were growing apart, and to also add to that..

I hated the way I was back then.

That flashback disappeared in my mind when I noticed Sousuke was at a nearby soda vending machine. I looked in one of the windows to fix my hair up a little and headed his way. Sousuke took notice of me and gave me a wave. I noticed something shine, and there was a ring on his wedded finger.

"He got married?" I said to myself.

I watched as he smiled to me, with his arms open wide. All I did was walk ip to him but not even dare to give him the request of a hug he wanted. All I did was punch him in the arm.

"Yo. It's been awhile." I said to him, trying to imitate how Rin acted out of all people. He raised an eyebrow and laughed a bit.

"You still haven't changed, huh?"

What was that supposed to mean? It was the same for him. That shining ring was getting to me, though. He noticed my stare and put his hand up.

"You curious?"

"Pssh..no, it was glaring at my eyes. So, who is the lucky girl to be married to the great Sousuke Yamazaki?"

He laughed again and just rubed my head, messing up my hair.

"A woman from Australia, I don't need to tell you full details. I'm pretty happy with her.:

I gave him a look, and didn't really care much anymore.

"When did you go to Australia?"

"I went with one of my friends. Rin Matsuoka. I'll introduce you to him."

I went wide eyed.

"I already know who Rin is, Sousuke."

Sousuke had a surprise look and scratched his head.