#2 :: Royal By Name, Loyal By Blood Pt2.

Ch 10.

TANAYAH
This Shit Right Here Had Me Far From Amused.

Watching them take my pops back to his cell broke my heart. Since I been pregnant I have been an emotional wreck. I cry over everything, get angry so quickly, wanting to fight everything and everyone. The drive back home was quiet. I just didn't know what to say. If West knew all of this then why would he not tell Romaine?

Which had me thinking was he lying. Was this all a lie? I couldn't deal with anymore lies and betrayal. Even if he genuinely didn't know, it still don't change that Lisa and Terrence was his parents.

"You think I was part of this ma?" Romaine asked me. I remained silent before I answered.

"Right now I don't know what to think." I answered truly.

"Wow. Alright."

"What?"

"Never mind Tanayah."

"Oh so I'm Tanayah now?"

"Yeah, yeah you are."

"Okay Maine."

"You think this is some game?"

"Nope. I don't. But I'm straight clueless as to why you be getting so upset for."

"You clueless huh? Says a lot about you, ain't it?"

"What the fuck you gettin' at?" He was starting to irritate me.

"Nothing Tanayah. Forget it. It's aite." He said as he stopped the car. We were at my house.

"Why we here?"

"Where else you s'pose to be?" I looked at him and shook my head. He was trying to make an issue out of nothing and I did not have time for it.

"You aint' gotta say no more Maine." Was all I said and got out his car and slammed the car door.

I walked into my house and started crying. I hated the fact the pregnancy had me so emotional. I don't cry. The only times I can remember crying is when I caught Mal cheating, when Poppa Smurf died and now with my pregnancy and my parents being locked up.

Before that I didn't even think I could cry. I missed my parents like crazy! I missed Mica and Jayden but they were on holiday. My rib was missing. I wanted to FaceTime her but she would know something was wrong and they would either worry 'til they got back or cut their holiday short.

I didn't want to bother Tyrell because he's been so busy taking over the business and the same with Antwan.
Reese was busy with work and if it wasn't work then he was always with Layla. I'm glad Romaine gave them his blessing because he's been such a better person since he's been with Layla.
I didn't want to bother Rochelle because she had the kids and that's enough as it is.
Princess hasn't really been around so can't talk to her.
Because of everything that has happened Robin went in my place on a business conference. Layla was too young. And now Romaine has just stalked off sulking. So I have no one.

There was one place I could go though. I jumped in my car and headed there. I stayed in the car for about fifteen minutes before I decided to get out and walk over to Poppa Smurf's grave.

"Hey Pops, I miss you. I know I don't come here often because it's just a reminder that you are gone and won't be coming back. I know it's not good enough because I should come here just like Robin does. I'm sorry, I just find it very hard. Everything is going wrong. Mom and pops are in jail, Maine and I have had our first argument and I'm pregnant. I just feel drained. I wish you were here; you always knew how to turn things around. I'm looking after Robin like you asked. I have a surprise for her when she turns twenty one which I know you will be proud of. I wish you could give me a sign or something."