#2 :: Royal By Name, Loyal By Blood Pt2.

Ch 22.

LISA
I Lived A Life With So Many Secrets And Lies.

"Romaine?"

Oh, wow my son had turned out to be a handsome man. He had the same grey eyes as me. He had the height of his father and the build. He also had my dimples and my smile. Even though I had followed them all their lives I never got the chance to be this up close and personal.

After I ran out on Terrence, I had to sort myself out. I bought myself a new identity and kicked anything to do with my old life to the kerb. I managed to keep a low profile for almost six months but I was here to fix things and make everything right. I needed my real identity back. I needed my life back.

I wanted to be a mother to my kids. I had always kept a watchful eye on them from they were young. I even spoke to almost all of them at one point they just didn't know it. When I found out that they were moving here I was ecstatic. I managed to keep an even closer eye on them.

Up until Terrence killed that cop, I had to hide. I had been planning to run away and leave him because I was tired of him raping me. It made sense now, though. He knew the kids weren't his. He was furious since he had been told by the doctors he could never have kids. I guess it makes you feel less of a man to know you shoot blanks.

I'm not excusing what he did because it's not right. But I always wondered what made him stop loving me and start abusing me. There it was. That and I was never Tammy. Didn't matter that I was the pretty exotic looking girl with grey eyes. Oh no. I wasn't Tammy. That's all he ever wanted. I was his sloppy seconds. Knowing this, I should have never got with him. Especially when I had my eyes on someone else. Our relationship was a sham from the start. He never knew how to keep his dick in his pants. I caught him several times fucking girls and I had to whoop everyone's ass including his. He was the one that always begged me to take him back. It was the last time I caught him cheating that I grew a backbone.

We were all in Vegas, young, wild with our team so strong. We were staying above one of the casinos in a hotel and we all had rooms on the same floor. I went looking for Terrence because he was nowhere to be seen downstairs with the others. I made my way to our room and could hear what sounded like two people fucking. I walked in and he was fucking a woman in OUR hotel room. In OUR bed.

I couldn't see who it was but it didn't take me too long to find out; or so I thought.

"Oh Tammy I've wanted this for so long." He moans.

I was gobsmacked. I couldn't believe she was fucking my man and cheating on hers as well. I closed the door quietly. I was hurt. That was my man and my so called friend. As I leaned on the door trying to hold back the tears, as I heard him fucking her harder and harder and her screaming louder and louder. I was taken out my thoughts by a familiar voice.

"Girl what you doing? Praying?" Tammy said then laughed.

I was so confused what was she doing out here? I started laughing, I couldn't let her know anything because I knew if I told Tammy then both their heads would have got blown off.

"Yeah girl I'm praying, I'm praying when I go down there I flip my money."

"I know that's right! C'mon. Oh, did you find Terrence?" She asked as she put her arm around me and we headed back downstairs.

"Yeah girl he was out cold." I lied.

For the rest of the night I tried to act like everything was normal. I went and checked into another hotel room because I wasn't putting up with this. When I went to get my stuff from the room I was sharing with Terrence, I saw him kissing her at the door. This girl looked nothing like Tammy. That's when it hit me.