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I don't deserve you, James!

Aleks POV

"I-I don't know James. This is... This is terrifying. I'm started to regret this. Out of all the people I've ever dated, I actually want to be with you."

"Then why are you trying to end this?"

"Because! I don't deserve this!" I shout, tears streaming down my cheeks, to my neck, and soaking the collar of my shirt. James hugs me close as I sob into his shoulder.

After what feels like hours we seperate. I sniff slightly and rub my puffy red nose. James chuckles slightly, kissing my forehead.

"I've never cried in front of anyone before." I say, halfheartedly laughing. James kisses me, and I kiss back. Why'd I have to fall in love with him? Why him? Jesus, this is so dramatic.

TIME SKIP A FEW WEEKS CUZ IM LAAAAAAAZY

James POV:

After all the drama in the first few days, things have been calm. Too calm. Seamus backed off, Aleks went back to normal. Dan and Jordan are comin back to the house on a daily basis, and the channel is gaining back subscribers we lost.

I turn my recording off and get up from the desk. The hall is quiet and the carpet feels soft under my feet. I hear the muffled shouts of Eddie screaming at a video game and Aleks beautiful laugh. I walk down the stairs and to the gaming area, Aleks and Eddie are playing COD. Dan and Jordan bicker about videos and Seamus sits silently, staring at me. I pretend I don't see it and sit beside Aleks, who cuddles up to me.

"We should go on a real date. Like a movie or something." I whisper in his ear. He smiles and nods, his eyes not moving from the screen.

"How about when I'm done with this. Which is... Now." He says, as he kills Eddie and the round ends. I smile and he grabs his keys.

"We're going to go on a datey thing."

"Wear a condom!" Eddie shouts, Aleks blushes, and Seamus looks at his feet, slightly angered. I ignore it though and take Aleks' hand he smiles at me.

"No! Seriously!" Eddie says through a fit of giggles.

"It's much better without!" Aleks says, a mischievous look on his face. Now it's my turn to blush as everyone laughs but Seamus and we leave.

As we drive to a restaurant we really like, Aleks holds my hand and quietly sings along to the music I have on. He's an amazing singer. I smile at him and he blushes, looking away shyly.

"Uh... So, Aleks. My mom really wants to meet you... And Christmas is coming up, would you maybe want to go visit with me."

"Yes, of course!" I breathe a sigh of relief.

"I love you, James."

"Love you too, Aleks."

I guess I really really do.

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