Right by My Side ( PeetaxCato)

Chapter 12- Recollections

Cato

"Okay, so what you wanna do now? I asked Peeta as we walked upstairs as the others cleaned up.
  "I don't know, Cato....I've had a great day with you today. I just want to do something with you..."
  "What you wanna do, baby?" I said as I pulled his stocky body close to me.
  "I wanna make love to you..." Peeta whispered, running his hands down my chest and giggling like a schoolgirl.
  I walked in his bedroom and shut the door and locked it. Peeta mounted me, pushing my back to the door. We started kissing passionately and I threw him on the bed. He was pulling my pants off and I was yanking his shirt off. Pretty soon we were finally naked and I was grinding on him while he was kissing my body passionately. The sensation growing in my body was amazing and he was making all the right moves. It was so hot in the room and yet it felt so good.
  And then it happened....Peeta started crying and freaking out. He threw me back and started crying like a maniac. I was scared to death and I asked, "Baby, what's wrong?"
"I-Its not-t y-you....I-Its m-my p-past-t"
  "What is it Peeta? Im right here baby. Talk to me..." I said as the air cooled down and I hugged him.
  "I-I haven't t-told anyone.....but-t I was r-raped by this g-guy in-n the s-school p-parking lot-t t-two m-months ago....I-I d-don't kknow who it-t was-s b-but h-he s-said h-his n-name was F-Finn.."
  "Finnick....I whispered. I recollected everything clearly. Finnick had mentioned the fact that he had "fucked a blonde bitch" but we all thought it was a girl. Now I knew it was Peeta....
  Peeta just clutched onto me and I felt my anger rise. I knew that Finnick was so dead if I saw him Monday....

Peeta

I couldn't help what had happened. I didn't want it to happen at all. The flashbacks had come back to the night in the parking lot....when an unknown guy took my virginity and raped the shit outta me while I was on a car svreaming my lungs out while I was forced to take it up the ass....
  I clutched Cato harder at these thoughts....I knew I needed him so bad right now and I wasn't gonna let go.

  Song of the Day; i hate u, i love u by gnash (ft. Olivia O'Brien)