days

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"empty days and sleepless nights."

days

there are some days,

the days

when you feel free,

and wander with the wind

selfishly

looking for luck

when she follows in your footsteps,

laughs with you

yet you pay no heed.

the other days

the ones when you wonder

and wander down streets

poring over past blunders.

you wish there were rains

to match your mood

and slight pain

feels so good.

then come the final days

the desperate ones

when pain doesn't matter

and the rains pour down

but you're too sick of the world to see.

the blade feels like a feather

against your skin

you just know that you never

want to hurt again.

as the blood pools by your feet,

you see amidst your tears

that luck cries at your side

as you give in to your fears.

don't ever give up.

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