thug boy and rider girl {Complete}

Back out, black out

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Tasha's POV

"Finally." I hear someone say as I try to move my finger tips. I feel a tingle. I try to open my eyes but is forced to close them once more due to the pain that came from the bright light."Oh the light." The person said. It was a males voice. "You can open them now."  I slowly try to open my eyes to see Ryder sitting there just staring at me on one side of the room holding a sleeping Jr. I star back at him for a few seconds.

You know if weird. A hoe never changes being a hoe. But damn I love this stupid hoe.

I'm broken from my stare to see a cup of water held by a familiar tattooed hand. I look up to see a face I haven't seen for some time. A friend I thought had died a couple years ago. I quickly backed away from him. "How are you alive?" I choked out. Max said nothing, just held the water to me. I shock my head letting him know I wasn't doing shit until he explained. Sorrow in his face.

"He didn't kill me Ash. He threatened to kill her if I stayed." He said pushing the cup of water to my lips. I drink the cup of water.

"Why didn't you call the cops?" I asked. He gave me the are you crazy look.

"Why would I call the cops?" He asked. He was right though. If he called the cops, I would give him any time of day. They'd probably kill him. Max has done a lot of shit that would get him sent straight to hell.

I looked to Ryder. Our eyes met and locked again. "I still hold the title of your girlfriend. If you want side check. I can have sides too." I said in kinda a whisper. "Female and male." I added. I wasn't kidding. If he wants sides, I want sides too.

Open relationship. Just as long as he's not messy with it. No children.

"Imma let y'all talk." Max said as he grabbed JR and left. Ryder stood with a hiss.

"You okay?" I asked. He lifted his shirt. "Wow...another tattoo." I said unamused.

"Why you acting like that?" He asked.

"I could here everything when I was out. I heard everything." I was trying to stay calm. I wasn't in the best state to kill him.

"Tasha-" I cut him off.

"So your gang was involved in the killing in both my parents. And you cheat on me with bitches. Not to mention you got me pregnant. But to admit, that last part was kinda my fault too." I trail off. "How long?" I ask like a teenager trying to figure something exciting out of her bestie.

"What?" He asked.

"With who?" I continue. He sighed.

"Tina. Since the beginning of the year." He admitted. "But we only fuck buddies." He quickly added. I motioned for him to come close to me. He was hesitant at first. But he did. I gave him a quick kiss before asking another question.

"Anyone else?"

"This rich girl that likes me and thinks  we a couple. We fuck from time to time." He mumbled. I sighed and kissed him again.

"Anyone else?"

"No." He simply said moving his face closer to mine. But I slapped it away from me.

"I don't want the title anymore." I said as I started to lay down. I was speaking the truth. I mean, I'm not even an adult and I'm pregnant and dealing with shit. I'm too young for this.

"What?" I could hear his shock.

"I said I don't want the title of being your girlfriend for the second time anymore." I fussed. "For now on, Imma be your second baby mama." I smiled. I didn't really like the sound of that. Me having a baby with my ex for the second time. But, I'm not finna get an abortion.

"Tasha stop playing." He chuckled.

"No, Mr. Joker. You stop playing. Because while you out there, I'm in here. I have a life too. Now I'm fine with an open relationship.  Just not an open relationship with you." I fussed.

"What you saying?" He sadly asked.

"I saying this shit turning cliché as fuck. And I'm done looking at a liar's face." I said turning the opposite direction of Ryder. I just stared at the wall as I listened to Ryder storm out the room. Tears threaten to fall as I thought about everything thing we've been through. I wanna fight but he's always gonna be the chains around my ankles that hold me back from living my life. And now that I'm pregnant...

All hell nah.

I get up and try to walk to the door.  But I'm stumbling from the pain in my side and leg. "Max!" I yell as I open the door. I attempt to go to the stairs but fall in the process. I whine in pain.

"Tasha. What the fuck." I see Kalven. He picks me up and takes me back over to the bed. "Why the hell did you-" I cut him off.

"Where's Max?" I fuss as I sit up. I need to know.

"I'm right here." He says badging through the door.

"How do you know I'm pregnant?" I asked.

"I did tested." He explained.

"What kind of test?" I gritted through my teeth. When he was about to answer a wave of pain crashed over me. Then I blacked out...again.

Max's POV

The fuck just happened.

One minute I'm watching Burlesque. The next minute I'm saving Tasha's life, again. "Her heart rate is weakening!" Kalven yelled.

"Call Ryder. Tell him to get his ass back here." I simply said. I was more concentrated on Tasha. "Ash, what the fuck are you doing. Don't leave yet." I whispered. I glance down her body to see that blood was rapidly slipping from her side. "Shit."

I pulled her shirt up to see her undid stitches. I had to do something and quickly.

Tasha's POV

I could see a light at the end of this path. I could see. A lady at the light. She looked like Kim and my aunt. But when I looked to my left I could see a bright red light. A dirty man figure was in the light. Then I looked to my right. I could see Max, I could see Ryder burst through the door. His eyes so red.

I could see Kalven hold Kim from outside the door.  "Do you really want to go back to those...thugs?" I could hear the woman spitt.

"There my family." I state.

"We're your family." The male said sternly.

"My dead parents." I mumbled.

"You can be dead with use." The guy says.

"Go to hell!" I yell. I don't want to fucking die. 

"I'm already here." He laughed.

"Oh shut up Richard." The lady said. He just glared at her. "Tasha, go to him. And hold on to him. Unlike that prik, I understand that your not ready to move on to death." She said. Tears started to roll away as they faded away.

Well I was crying more for my mom.

"Tell your aunt I said think you and that I love and miss her." My mother said as she waved goodbye.

Ryder's POV.

Her heart stopped. Then started breathing again. Her head popped you. We just looked at her as she looked around. Once her eyes met me, she reached for me. Pulling me into a tough hug. I hugged her back.

"Thanks Max." I said. Despite our differences, we both could agree on one thing. Protect Tasha.

"No problem." He smiled.

"I know where they are." Tasha said pulling away from me. She turned to Max.

"Who?" He asked.

"Patricia and your kids." She breathed.

"Where?"