"You can't control things by being nervous about it."
As I was sat on the bench, my phone rang. It was Leonie. Thank god, she was my only way out of this right now.
"I need to take this call." I told the boys as I walked outside the bowling alley into the courtyard.
"Hi?"
"Olivia! Hi! I miss you so much. How's Korea?" She exclaimed, deafening me.
"I miss you too. It's good."
"How is that group... BTS? Is that their name?" She asked.
"Yes that's their name. They're good, well I'm close with them. Especially one member..." I began.
"What?! That's insane! What do you mean close? Aren't they like the Beyoncé's of Korea?" She asked, giggling. I laughed too.
Beyoncé's of Korea, nice.
"Yes they are. I mean close as in sleeping with kind of close." I said awkwardly. She paused.
"Olivia... you're sleeping with a member of BTS?" She asked in disbelief.
"Yes..."
"That's so cool! You don't sound too happy about it." She said.
Why was she being so nice to me?
"I am happy about it. It's just-"
"What?" She asked. I could sense her rolling her eyes.
"He wants me to do IT." I explained. I sounded worried.
"Oh Hun! How do you know? Did he ask for It?" She asked.
"Not exactly but when we were in the car he said 'just so you know, those jeans are coming off when we get home' and started kissing my neck." I cringed at the thought of it.
It made me feel shy and giddy.
"Oh no. Do you want to do IT?"
"I don't know. What do I do?" I asked . Leonie had experience in this, she was 3 years older than me.
"Of you want to do IT, ask him to take it slow. If you don't want to do IT, tell him that you still feel in love with him, but you're just not ready to move that quickly." She explained. I felt happy because she was being so nice to me.
Suddenly I felt a tap on my shoulder. It was Jimin.
"Get your things ready, we're leaving." He said, winking at me. I shivered.
He walked back inside the building.
"Olivia, are you there? Hello?"
"Oh my god." I cried.
"What's wrong?"
"He just told me that we're going home and he winked at me." I said, I felt sick in the stomach.
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Park Jimin | First
FanfictionThe first book of the Park Jimin series. He could've had anyone he wanted, but he had me. Because I was real. Because I was an idol to him. Because I was what he wanted, and he told me that if no one could accept that, then they could piss off... Bu...
