【Original】The Forgotten Lights

----Chapter 41

*Hansol's POV*

"I want to end this war." Jay cried, his hands still on my face. I nodded, taking hold of his hand. "If you're going to end this war, I'm going to be with you the whole way. It was my idea to do this so I'll go through with it. Thank you, Jay. I don't know how I'd be here without you." I quickly stole another hug, and stood up. I looked at Ten and Sorata. The commander walked over, smiling. "We'll be alongside you too, and fight till those Americans leave." He said, putting on his hat. "Hwaiting!!" Jay yelled standing with his hand in the air. The group looked at each other, and then they raised their hands. "Hwaiting, Hwaiting!!" They yelled. I smiled. "So... when's the next attack?" I asked. Jay smiled at me. The commander chuckled. "In about an hour we'll leave, ready yourselves boys." He said, walking away.

I looked up as the commander was calling out for our group to leave. Jay stood up quickly, so I followed. He was determined to end this war. I was too, but I kept thinking. Was there any other way to end this war without killing or hurting someone? I shook the thought from my head. No. They murdered my family. Jay was right. It wasn't my fault they attacked us. It probably wasn't Korea's fault in the first place. The enemy started it. I know they did. It was obvious, because we were all oblivious to the first attack. Besides, if it was our fault, the enemy shouldn't kill the innocent. He should've just killed our leader if it was his fault. I quickly climbed into the jeep, and sat next to Jay. He looked at me with determination in his eyes. "We're going to win." He said, making a fist in front of his face. "We are going to get rid of the enemy. We are going to survive." He looked into my eyes, and smiled. He looked away, but I kept staring at him. His face was very masculine. Much more than my brothers had been. He had an oval shaped face, with short black hair on the top of his head. His eyes were small, but quite long. His eyes lashes were darker than most people, and were quite long. His nose was perfectly positioned in the middle of his quite tanned face, and sitting below his nose was his thin pink lips. I looked down from his face. His body was very muscular, his shoulders were broad and he had long arms. I wasn't sure how long I sat there staring at Jay's body, until he turned around to ask me something. "Um... Why are you staring at me like that?" He asked, as I quickly looked up to his face. I shook my head slightly. "Sorry... I was just... um, I was... I admire to how muscular you are!" I exclaimed. Why did I say that? I couldn't find words to cover it up, nor could I figure out how to make it sound better. "What?" He questioned, he looked at me with a raised brow. It was really awkward. "I... um, was admiring your muscular build..." I repeated. He scrunched up his nose slightly. I couldn't figure out what he was thinking, but it was probably that I was a weirdo. "Uh, okay then." He replied, looking away from me. I looked to the ground, away from Jay. Had I offended him? I didn't mean to stare at him. It was awkward, I didn't even know why I was doing it. Then a sudden thought came into my head. Something I hadn't questioned myself for a long time. Am I getting a crush on Jay?